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<FictionBook xmlns="http://www.gribuser.ru/xml/fictionbook/2.0" xmlns:l="http://www.w3.org/1999/xlink"><description><title-info><author><first-name>Nathaniel Hawthorne</first-name></author><book-title>The Dolliver Romance</book-title><lang>uk</lang></title-info></description><body><section><p>Produced by Mark Zinthefer, Eric Eldred, Charles Franks&#13;
and the Online Distributed Proofreading Team.</p><p>THE DOLLIVER ROMANCE</p><p>BY</p><p>NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE</p><p>CONTENTS.</p><p>INTRODUCTORY NOTE TO THE DOLLIVER ROMANCE</p><p>A SCENE FROM THE DOLLIVER ROMANCE</p><p>ANOTHER SCENE FROM THE DOLLIVER ROMANCE</p><p>ANOTHER FRAGMENT OF THE DOLLIVER ROMANCE</p><p>INTRODUCTORY NOTE.</p><p>THE DOLLIVER ROMANCE.</p><p>In "The Dolliver Romance," only three chapters of which the author&#13;
lived to complete, we get an intimation as to what would have been the&#13;
ultimate form given to that romance founded on the Elixir of Life, for&#13;
which "Septimius Felton" was the preliminary study. Having abandoned&#13;
this study, and apparently forsaken the whole scheme in 1862, Hawthorne&#13;
was moved to renew his meditation upon it in the following year; and as&#13;
the plan of the romance had now seemingly developed to his&#13;
satisfaction, he listened to the publisher's proposal that it should&#13;
begin its course as a serial story in the "Atlantic Monthly" for&#13;
January, 1864--the first instance in which he had attempted such a mode&#13;
of publication.</p><p>But the change from England to Massachusetts had been marked by, and&#13;
had perhaps in part caused, a decline in his health. Illness in his&#13;
family, the depressing and harrowing effect of the Civil War upon his&#13;
sensibilities, and anxiety with regard to pecuniary affairs, all&#13;
combined to make still further inroads upon his vitality; and so early&#13;
as the autumn of 1862 Mrs. Hawthorne noted in her private diary that&#13;
her husband was looking "miserably ill." At no time since boyhood had&#13;
he suffered any serious sickness, and his strong constitution enabled&#13;
him to rally from this first attack; but the gradual decline continued.&#13;
After sending forth "Our Old Home," he had little strength for any&#13;
employment more arduous than reading, or than walking his accustomed&#13;
path among the pines and sweetfern on the hill behind The Wayside,&#13;
known to his family as the Mount of Vision. The projected work,&#13;
therefore, advanced but slowly. He wrote to Mr. Fields:--</p><p>"I don't see much probability of my having the first chapter of the&#13;
Romance ready so soon as you want it. There are two or three chapters&#13;
ready to be written, but I am not yet robust enough to begin, and I&#13;
feel as if I should never carry it through."</p><p>The presentiment proved to be only too well founded. He had previously&#13;
written:--</p><p>"There is something preternatural in my reluctance to begin. I linger&#13;
at the threshold, and have a perception of very disagreeable phantasms&#13;
to be encountered if I enter. I wish God had given me the faculty of&#13;
writing a sunshiny book."</p><p>And again, in November, he says: "I foresee that there is little&#13;
probability of my getting the first chapter ready by the 15th, although&#13;
I have a resolute purpose to write it by the end of the month." He did&#13;
indeed send it by that time, but it began to be apparent in January&#13;
that he could not go on.</p><p>"Seriously," he says, in one letter, "my mind has, for the present,&#13;
lost its temper and its fine edge, and I have an instinct that I had&#13;
better keep quiet. Perhaps I shall have a new spirit of vigor if I wait&#13;
quietly for it; perhaps not." In another: "I hardly know what to say to&#13;
the public about this abortive Romance, though I know pretty well what&#13;
the case will be. I shall never finish it.... I cannot finish it unless&#13;
a great change comes over me; and if I make too great an effort to do&#13;
so, it will be my death."</p><p>Finally, work had to be given over indefinitely. In April he went&#13;
southward with Mr. Ticknor, the senior partner of his publishing house;&#13;
but Mr. Ticknor died suddenly in Philadelphia, and Hawthorne returned&#13;
to The Wayside more feeble than ever. He lingered there a little while.&#13;
Then, early in May, came the last effort to recover tone, by means of a&#13;
carriage-journey, with his friend Ex-President Pierce, through the&#13;
southern part of New Hampshire. A week passed, and all was ended: at&#13;
the hotel in Plymouth, New Hampshire, where he and his companion had&#13;
stopped to rest, he died in the night, between the 18th and the 19th of&#13;
May, 1864. Like Thackeray and Dickens, he was touched by death's&#13;
"petrific mace" before he had had time to do more than lay the&#13;
groundwork and begin the main structure of the fiction he had in hand;&#13;
and, as in the case of Thackeray, the suddenness of his decease has&#13;
never been clearly accounted for. The precise nature of his malady was&#13;
not known, since with quiet hopelessness he had refused to take medical&#13;
advice. His friend Dr. Oliver Wendell Holmes was the only physician who&#13;
had an opportunity to take even a cursory view of his case, which he&#13;
did in the course of a brief walk and conversation in Boston before&#13;
Hawthorne started with Mr. Pierce; but he was unable, with that slight&#13;
opportunity, to reach any definite conclusion. Dr. Holmes prescribed&#13;
and had put up for him a remedy to palliate some of the poignant&#13;
symptoms, and this Hawthorne carried with him; but "I feared," Dr.&#13;
Holmes writes to the editor, "that there was some internal&#13;
organic--perhaps malignant--disease; for he looked wasted and as if&#13;
stricken with a mortal illness."</p><p>The manuscript of the unfinished "Dolliver Romance" lay upon his coffin&#13;
during the funeral services at Concord, but, contrary to the impression&#13;
sometimes entertained on this point, was not buried with him. It is&#13;
preserved in the Concord Public Library. The first chapter was&#13;
published in the "Atlantic" as an isolated portion, soon after his&#13;
death; and subsequently the second chapter, which he had been unable to&#13;
revise, appeared in the same periodical. Between this and the third&#13;
fragment there is a gap, for bridging which no material was found among&#13;
his papers; but, after hesitating for several years, Mrs. Hawthorne&#13;
copied and placed in the publishers' hands that final portion, which,&#13;
with the two parts previously printed, constitutes the whole of what&#13;
Hawthorne had put into tangible form.</p><p>Hawthorne had purposed prefixing a sketch of Thoreau, "because, from a&#13;
tradition which he told me about this house of mine, I got the idea of&#13;
a deathless man, which is now taking a shape very different from the&#13;
original one." This refers to the tradition mentioned in the editor's&#13;
note to "Septimius Felton," and forms a link in the interesting chain&#13;
of evidence connecting that romance with the "Dolliver Romance." With&#13;
the plan respecting Thoreau he combined the idea of writing an&#13;
autobiographical preface, wherein The Wayside was to be described,&#13;
after the manner of his Introduction to the "Mosses from an Old Manse";&#13;
but, so far as is known, nothing of this was ever actually committed to&#13;
paper.</p><p>Beginning with the idea of producing an English romance, fragments of&#13;
which remain to us in "The Ancestral Footstep," and the incomplete work&#13;
known as "Doctor Grimshawe's Secret," he replaced these by another&#13;
design, of which "Septimius Felton" represents the partial execution.&#13;
But that elaborate study yielded, in its turn, to "The Dolliver&#13;
Romance." The last-named work, had the author lived to carry it out,&#13;
would doubtless have become the vehicle of a profound and pathetic&#13;
drama, based on the instinctive yearning of man for an immortal&#13;
existence, the attempted gratification of which would have been set&#13;
forth in a variety of ways: First, through the selfish old sensualist,&#13;
Colonel Dabney, who greedily seized the mysterious elixir and took such&#13;
a draught of it that he perished on the spot; then, through the simple&#13;
old Grandsir, anxious to live for Pansie's sake; and, perhaps, through&#13;
Pansie herself, who, coming into the enjoyment of some ennobling love,&#13;
would wish to defeat death, so that she might always keep the&#13;
perfection of her mundane happiness,--all these forms of striving to be&#13;
made the adumbration of a higher one, the shadow-play that should&#13;
direct our minds to the true immortality beyond this world.</p><p>G. P. L.</p><p>THE DOLLIVER ROMANCE.</p><p>A SCENE FROM THE DOLLIVER ROMANCE.</p><p>Dr. Dolliver, a worthy personage of extreme antiquity, was aroused&#13;
rather prematurely, one summer morning, by the shouts of the child&#13;
Pansie, in an adjoining chamber, summoning old Martha (who performed&#13;
the duties of nurse, housekeeper, and kitchen-maid, in the Doctor's&#13;
establishment) to take up her little ladyship and dress her. The old&#13;
gentleman woke with more than his customary alacrity, and, after taking&#13;
a moment to gather his wits about him, pulled aside the faded moreen&#13;
curtains of his ancient bed, and thrust his head into a beam of&#13;
sunshine that caused him to wink and withdraw it again. This transitory&#13;
glimpse of good Dr. Dolliver showed a flannel night-cap, fringed round&#13;
with stray locks of silvery white hair, and surmounting a meagre and&#13;
duskily yellow visage, which was crossed and criss-crossed with a&#13;
record of his long life in wrinkles, faithfully written, no doubt, but&#13;
with such cramped chirography of Father Time that the purport was&#13;
illegible. It seemed hardly worth while for the patriarch to get out of&#13;
bed any more, and bring his forlorn shadow into the summer day that was&#13;
made for younger folks. The Doctor, however, was by no means of that&#13;
opinion, being considerably encouraged towards the toil of living&#13;
twenty-four hours longer by the comparative ease with which he found&#13;
himself going through the usually painful process of bestirring his&#13;
rusty joints (stiffened by the very rest and sleep that should have&#13;
made them pliable) and putting them in a condition to bear his weight&#13;
upon the floor. Nor was he absolutely disheartened by the idea of those&#13;
tonsorial, ablutionary, and personally decorative labors which are apt&#13;
to become so intolerably irksome to an old gentleman, after performing&#13;
them daily and daily for fifty, sixty, or seventy years, and finding&#13;
them still as immitigably recurrent as at first. Dr. Dolliver could&#13;
nowise account for this happy condition of his spirits and physical&#13;
energies, until he remembered taking an experimental sip of a certain&#13;
cordial which was long ago prepared by his grandson, and carefully&#13;
sealed up in a bottle, and had been reposited in a dark closet, among a&#13;
parcel of effete medicines, ever since that gifted young man's death.</p><p>"It may have wrought effect upon me," thought the doctor, shaking his&#13;
head as he lifted it again from the pillow. "It may be so; for poor&#13;
Edward oftentimes instilled a strange efficacy into his perilous drugs.&#13;
But I will rather believe it to be the operation of God's mercy, which&#13;
may have temporarily invigorated my feeble age for little Pansie's&#13;
sake."</p><p>A twinge of his familiar rheumatism, as he put his foot out of bed,&#13;
taught him that he must not reckon too confidently upon even a day's&#13;
respite from the intrusive family of aches and infirmities, which, with&#13;
their proverbial fidelity to attachments once formed, had long been the&#13;
closest acquaintances that the poor old gentleman had in the world.&#13;
Nevertheless, he fancied the twinge a little less poignant than those&#13;
of yesterday; and, moreover, after stinging him pretty smartly, it&#13;
passed gradually off with a thrill, which, in its latter stages, grew&#13;
to be almost agreeable. Pain is but pleasure too strongly emphasized.&#13;
With cautious movements, and only a groan or two, the good Doctor&#13;
transferred himself from the bed to the floor, where he stood awhile,&#13;
gazing from one piece of quaint furniture to another (such as&#13;
stiff-backed Mayflower chairs, an oaken chest-of-drawers carved&#13;
cunningly with shapes of animals and wreaths of foliage, a table with&#13;
multitudinous legs, a family record in faded embroidery, a shelf of&#13;
black-bound books, a dirty heap of gallipots and phials in a dim&#13;
corner),--gazing at these things, and steadying himself by the bedpost,&#13;
while his inert brain, still partially benumbed with sleep, came slowly&#13;
into accordance with the realities about him. The object which most&#13;
helped to bring Dr. Dolliver completely to his waking perceptions was&#13;
one that common observers might suppose to have been snatched bodily&#13;
out of his dreams. The same sunbeam that had dazzled the doctor between&#13;
the bed-curtains gleamed on the weather-beaten gilding which had once&#13;
adorned this mysterious symbol, and showed it to be an enormous&#13;
serpent, twining round a wooden post, and reaching quite from the floor&#13;
of the chamber to its ceiling.</p><p>It was evidently a thing that could boast of considerable antiquity,&#13;
the dry-rot having eaten out its eyes and gnawed away the tip of its&#13;
tail; and it must have stood long exposed to the atmosphere, for a kind&#13;
of gray moss had partially overspread its tarnished gilt surface, and a&#13;
swallow, or other familiar little bird in some by-gone summer, seemed&#13;
to have built its nest in the yawning and exaggerated mouth. It looked&#13;
like a kind of Manichean idol, which might have been elevated on a&#13;
pedestal for a century or so, enjoying the worship of its votaries in&#13;
the open air, until the impious sect perished from among men,--all save&#13;
old Dr. Dolliver, who had set up the monster in his bedchamber for the&#13;
convenience of private devotion. But we are unpardonable in suggesting&#13;
such a fantasy to the prejudice of our venerable friend, knowing him to&#13;
have been as pious and upright a Christian, and with as little of the&#13;
serpent in his character, as ever came of Puritan lineage. Not to make&#13;
a further mystery about a very simple matter, this bedimmed and rotten&#13;
reptile was once the medical emblem or apothecary's sign of the famous&#13;
Dr. Swinnerton, who practised physic in the earlier days of New&#13;
England, when a head of Aesculapius or Hippocrates would have vexed the&#13;
souls of the righteous as savoring of heathendom. The ancient dispenser&#13;
of drugs had therefore set up an image of the Brazen Serpent, and&#13;
followed his business for many years with great credit, under this&#13;
Scriptural device; and Dr. Dolliver, being the apprentice, pupil, and&#13;
humble friend of the learned Swinnerton's old age, had inherited the&#13;
symbolic snake, and much other valuable property by his bequest.</p><p>While the patriarch was putting on his small-clothes, he took care to&#13;
stand in the parallelogram of bright sunshine that fell upon the&#13;
uncarpeted floor. The summer warmth was very genial to his system, and&#13;
yet made him shiver; his wintry veins rejoiced at it, though the&#13;
reviving blood tingled through them with a half-painful and only&#13;
half-pleasurable titillation. For the first few moments after creeping&#13;
out of bed, he kept his back to the sunny window, and seemed&#13;
mysteriously shy of glancing thitherward; but, as the June fervor&#13;
pervaded him more and more thoroughly, he turned bravely about, and&#13;
looked forth at a burial-ground on the corner of which he dwelt. There&#13;
lay many an old acquaintance, who had gone to sleep with the flavor of&#13;
Dr. Dolliver's tinctures and powders upon his tongue; it was the&#13;
patient's final bitter taste of this world, and perhaps doomed to be a&#13;
recollected nauseousness in the next. Yesterday, in the chill of his&#13;
forlorn old age, the Doctor expected soon to stretch out his weary&#13;
bones among that quiet community, and might scarcely have shrunk from&#13;
the prospect on his own account, except, indeed, that he dreamily mixed&#13;
up the infirmities of his present condition with the repose of the&#13;
approaching one, being haunted by a notion that the damp earth, under&#13;
the grass and dandelions, must needs be pernicious for his cough and&#13;
his rheumatism. But, this morning, the cheerful sunbeams, or the mere&#13;
taste of his grandson's cordial that he had taken at bedtime, or the&#13;
fitful vigor that often sports irreverently with aged people, had&#13;
caused an unfrozen drop of youthfulness, somewhere within him, to&#13;
expand.</p><p>"Hem! ahem!" quoth the Doctor, hoping with one effort to clear his&#13;
throat of the dregs of a ten-years' cough. "Matters are not so far gone&#13;
with me as I thought. I have known mighty sensible men, when only a&#13;
little age-stricken or otherwise out of sorts, to die of mere&#13;
faint-heartedness, a great deal sooner than they need."</p><p>He shook his silvery head at his own image in the looking-glass, as if&#13;
to impress the apothegm on that shadowy representative of himself; and,&#13;
for his part, he determined to pluck up a spirit and live as long as he&#13;
possibly could, if it were only for the sake of little Pansie, who&#13;
stood as close to one extremity of human life as her great-grandfather&#13;
to the other. This child of three years old occupied all the&#13;
unfossilized portion of Dr. Dolliver's heart. Every other interest that&#13;
he formerly had, and the entire confraternity of persons whom he once&#13;
loved, had long ago departed; and the poor Doctor could not follow&#13;
them, because the grasp of Pansie's baby-fingers held him back.</p><p>So he crammed a great silver watch into his fob, and drew on a&#13;
patchwork morning-gown of an ancient fashion. Its original material was&#13;
said to have been the embroidered front of his own wedding-waistcoat&#13;
and the silken skirt of his wife's bridal attire, which his eldest&#13;
granddaughter had taken from the carved chest-of-drawers, after poor&#13;
Bessie, the beloved of his youth, had been half a century in the grave.&#13;
Throughout many of the intervening years, as the garment got ragged,&#13;
the spinsters of the old man's family had quilted their duty and&#13;
affection into it in the shape of patches upon patches, rose-color,&#13;
crimson, blue, violet, and green, and then (as their hopes faded, and&#13;
their life kept growing shadier, and their attire took a sombre hue)&#13;
sober gray and great fragments of funereal black, until the Doctor&#13;
could revive the memory of most things that had befallen him by looking&#13;
at his patchwork-gown, as it hung upon a chair. And now it was ragged&#13;
again, and all the fingers that should have mended it were cold. It had&#13;
an Eastern fragrance, too, a smell of drugs, strong-scented herbs, and&#13;
spicy gums, gathered from the many potent infusions that had from time&#13;
to time been spilt over it; so that, snuffing him afar off, you might&#13;
have taken Dr. Dolliver for a mummy, and could hardly have been&#13;
undeceived by his shrunken and torpid aspect, as he crept nearer.</p><p>Wrapt in his odorous and many-colored robe, he took staff in hand, and&#13;
moved pretty vigorously to the head of the staircase. As it was&#13;
somewhat steep, and but dimly lighted, he began cautiously to descend,&#13;
putting his left hand on the banister, and poking down his long stick&#13;
to assist him in making sure of the successive steps; and thus he&#13;
became a living illustration of the accuracy of Scripture, where it&#13;
describes the aged as being "afraid of that which is high,"--a truth&#13;
that is often found to have a sadder purport than its external one.&#13;
Half-way to the bottom, however, the Doctor heard the impatient and&#13;
authoritative tones of little Pansie,--Queen Pansie, as she might&#13;
fairly have been styled, in reference to her position in the&#13;
household,--calling amain for grandpapa and breakfast. He was startled&#13;
into such perilous activity by the summons, that his heels slid on the&#13;
stairs, the slippers were shuffled off his feet, and he saved himself&#13;
from a tumble only by quickening his pace, and coming down at almost a&#13;
run.</p><p>"Mercy on my poor old bones!" mentally exclaimed the Doctor, fancying&#13;
himself fractured in fifty places. "Some of them are broken, surely,&#13;
and, methinks, my heart has leaped out of my mouth! What! all right?&#13;
Well, well! but Providence is kinder to me than I deserve, prancing&#13;
down this steep staircase like a kid of three months old!"</p><p>He bent stiffly to gather up his slippers and fallen staff; and&#13;
meanwhile Pansie had heard the tumult of her great-grandfather's&#13;
descent, and was pounding against the door of the breakfast-room in her&#13;
haste to come at him. The Doctor opened it, and there she stood, a&#13;
rather pale and large-eyed little thing, quaint in her aspect, as might&#13;
well be the case with a motherless child, dwelling in an uncheerful&#13;
house, with no other playmates than a decrepit old man and a kitten,&#13;
and no better atmosphere within-doors than the odor of decayed&#13;
apothecary's stuff, nor gayer neighborhood than that of the adjacent&#13;
burial-ground, where all her relatives, from her great-grandmother&#13;
downward, lay calling to her, "Pansie, Pansie, it is bedtime!" even in&#13;
the prime of the summer morning. For those dead women-folk, especially&#13;
her mother and the whole row of maiden aunts and grand-aunts, could not&#13;
but be anxious about the child, knowing that little Pansie would be far&#13;
safer under a tuft of dandelions than if left alone, as she soon must&#13;
be, in this difficult and deceitful world.</p><p>Yet, in spite of the lack of damask roses in her cheeks, she seemed a&#13;
healthy child, and certainly showed great capacity of energetic&#13;
movement in the impulsive capers with which she welcomed her venerable&#13;
progenitor. She shouted out her satisfaction, moreover (as her custom&#13;
was, having never had any oversensitive auditors about her to tame down&#13;
her voice), till even the Doctor's dull ears were full of the clamor.</p><p>"Pansie, darling," said Dr. Dolliver, cheerily, patting her brown hair&#13;
with his tremulous fingers, "thou hast put some of thine own friskiness&#13;
into poor old grandfather, this fine morning! Dost know, child, that he&#13;
came near breaking his neck down-stairs at the sound of thy voice? What&#13;
wouldst thou have done then, little Pansie?"</p><p>"Kiss poor grandpapa and make him well!" answered the child,&#13;
remembering the Doctor's own mode of cure in similar mishaps to&#13;
herself. "It shall do poor grandpapa good!" she added, putting up her&#13;
mouth to apply the remedy.</p><p>"Ah, little one, thou hast greater faith in thy medicines than ever I&#13;
had in my drugs," replied the patriarch, with a giggle, surprised and&#13;
delighted at his own readiness of response. "But the kiss is good for&#13;
my feeble old heart, Pansie, though it might do little to mend a broken&#13;
neck; so give grandpapa another dose, and let us to breakfast."</p><p>In this merry humor they sat down to the table, great-grandpapa and&#13;
Pansie side by side, and the kitten, as soon appeared, making a third&#13;
in the party. First, she showed her mottled head out of Pansie's lap,&#13;
delicately sipping milk from the child's basin without rebuke: then she&#13;
took post on the old gentleman's shoulder, purring like a&#13;
spinning-wheel, trying her claws in the wadding of his dressing-gown,&#13;
and still more impressively reminding him of her presence by putting&#13;
out a paw to intercept a warmed-over morsel of yesterday's chicken on&#13;
its way to the Doctor's mouth. After skilfully achieving this feat, she&#13;
scrambled down upon the breakfast-table and began to wash her face and&#13;
hands. Evidently, these companions were all three on intimate terms, as&#13;
was natural enough, since a great many childish impulses were softly&#13;
creeping back on the simple-minded old man; insomuch that, if no&#13;
worldly necessities nor painful infirmity had disturbed him, his&#13;
remnant of life might have been as cheaply and cheerily enjoyed as the&#13;
early playtime of the kitten and the child. Old Dr. Dolliver and his&#13;
great-granddaughter (a ponderous title, which seemed quite to overwhelm&#13;
the tiny figure of Pansie) had met one another at the two extremities&#13;
of the life-circle: her sunrise served him for a sunset, illuminating&#13;
his locks of silver and hers of golden brown with a homogeneous shimmer&#13;
of twinkling light.</p><p>Little Pansie was the one earthly creature that inherited a drop of the&#13;
Dolliver blood. The Doctor's only child, poor Bessie's offspring, had&#13;
died the better part of a hundred years before, and his grandchildren,&#13;
a numerous and dimly remembered brood, had vanished along his weary&#13;
track in their youth, maturity, or incipient age, till, hardly knowing,&#13;
how it had all happened, he found himself tottering onward with an&#13;
infant's small fingers in his nerveless grasp. So mistily did his dead&#13;
progeny come and go in the patriarch's decayed recollection, that this&#13;
solitary child represented for him the successive babyhoods of the many&#13;
that had gone before. The emotions of his early paternity came back to&#13;
him. She seemed the baby of a past age oftener than she seemed Pansie.&#13;
A whole family of grand-aunts (one of whom had perished in her cradle,&#13;
never so mature as Pansie now, another in her virgin bloom, another in&#13;
autumnal maidenhood, yellow and shrivelled, with vinegar in her blood,&#13;
and still another, a forlorn widow, whose grief outlasted even its&#13;
vitality, and grew to be merely a torpid habit, and was saddest&#13;
then),--all their hitherto forgotten features peeped through the face&#13;
of the great-grandchild, and their long-inaudible voices sobbed,&#13;
shouted, or laughed, in her familiar tones. But it often happened to&#13;
Dr. Dolliver, while frolicking amid this throng of ghosts, where the&#13;
one reality looked no more vivid than its shadowy sisters,--it often&#13;
happened that his eyes filled with tears at a sudden perception of what&#13;
a sad and poverty-stricken old man he was, already remote from his own&#13;
generation, and bound to stray further onward as the sole playmate and&#13;
protector of a child!</p><p>As Dr. Dolliver, in spite of his advanced epoch of life, is likely to&#13;
remain a considerable time longer upon our hands, we deem it expedient&#13;
to give a brief sketch of his position, in order that the story may get&#13;
onward with the greater freedom when he rises from the breakfast-table.&#13;
Deeming it a matter of courtesy, we have allowed him the honorary title&#13;
of Doctor, as did all his towns-people and contemporaries, except,&#13;
perhaps, one or two formal old physicians, stingy of civil phrases and&#13;
over-jealous of their own professional dignity. Nevertheless, these&#13;
crusty graduates were technically right in excluding Dr. Dolliver from&#13;
their fraternity. He had never received the degree of any medical&#13;
school, nor (save it might be for the cure of a toothache, or a child's&#13;
rash, or a whitlow on a seamstress's finger, or some such trifling&#13;
malady) had he ever been even a practitioner of the awful science with&#13;
which his popular designation connected him. Our old friend, in short,&#13;
even at his highest social elevation, claimed to be nothing more than&#13;
an apothecary, and, in these later and far less prosperous days,&#13;
scarcely so much. Since the death of his last surviving grandson&#13;
(Pansie's father, whom he had instructed in all the mysteries of his&#13;
science, and who, being distinguished by an experimental and inventive&#13;
tendency, was generally believed to have poisoned himself with an&#13;
infallible panacea of his own distillation),--since that final&#13;
bereavement, Dr. Dolliver's once pretty flourishing business had&#13;
lamentably declined. After a few months of unavailing struggle, he&#13;
found it expedient to take down the Brazen Serpent from the position to&#13;
which Dr. Swinnerton had originally elevated it, in front of his shop&#13;
in the main street, and to retire to his private dwelling, situated in&#13;
a by-lane and on the edge of a burial-ground.</p><p>This house, as well as the Brazen Serpent, some old medical books, and&#13;
a drawer full of manuscripts, had come to him by the legacy of Dr.&#13;
Swinnerton. The dreariness of the locality had been of small importance&#13;
to our friend in his young manhood, when he first led his fair wife&#13;
over the threshold, and so long as neither of them had any kinship with&#13;
the human dust that rose into little hillocks, and still kept&#13;
accumulating beneath their window. But, too soon afterwards, when poor&#13;
Bessie herself had gone early to rest there, it is probable that an&#13;
influence from her grave may have prematurely calmed and depressed her&#13;
widowed husband, taking away much of the energy from what should have&#13;
been the most active portion of his life. Thus he never grew rich. His&#13;
thrifty townsmen used to tell him, that, in any other man's hands, Dr.&#13;
Swinnerton's Brazen Serpent (meaning, I presume, the inherited credit&#13;
and good-will of that old worthy's trade) would need but ten years'&#13;
time to transmute its brass into gold. In Dr. Dolliver's keeping, as we&#13;
have seen, the inauspicious symbol lost the greater part of what&#13;
superficial gilding it originally had. Matters had not mended with him&#13;
in more advanced life, after he had deposited a further and further&#13;
portion of his heart and its affections in each successive one of a&#13;
long row of kindred graves; and as he stood over the last of them,&#13;
holding Pansie by the hand and looking down upon the coffin of his&#13;
grandson, it is no wonder that the old man wept, partly for those gone&#13;
before, but not so bitterly as for the little one that stayed behind.&#13;
Why had not God taken her with the rest? And then, so hopeless as he&#13;
was, so destitute of possibilities of good, his weary frame, his&#13;
decrepit bones, his dried-up heart, might have crumbled into dust at&#13;
once, and have been scattered by the next wind over all the heaps of&#13;
earth that were akin to him.</p><p>This intensity of desolation, however, was of too positive a character&#13;
to be long sustained by a person of Dr. Dolliver's original gentleness&#13;
and simplicity, and now so completely tamed by age and misfortune. Even&#13;
before he turned away from the grave, he grew conscious of a slightly&#13;
cheering and invigorating effect from the tight grasp of the child's&#13;
warm little hand. Feeble as he was, she seemed to adopt him willingly&#13;
for her protector. And the Doctor never afterwards shrank from his duty&#13;
nor quailed beneath it, but bore himself like a man, striving, amid the&#13;
sloth of age and the breaking-up of intellect, to earn the competency&#13;
which he had failed to accumulate even in his most vigorous days.</p><p>To the extent of securing a present subsistence for Pansie and himself,&#13;
he was successful. After his son's death, when the Brazen Serpent fell&#13;
into popular disrepute, a small share of tenacious patronage followed&#13;
the old man into his retirement. In his prime, he had been allowed to&#13;
possess more skill than usually fell to the share of a Colonial&#13;
apothecary, having been regularly apprenticed to Dr. Swinnerton, who,&#13;
throughout his long practice, was accustomed personally to concoct the&#13;
medicines which he prescribed and dispensed. It was believed, indeed,&#13;
that the ancient physician had learned the art at the world-famous&#13;
drug-manufactory of Apothecary's Hall, in London, and, as some people&#13;
half-malignly whispered, had perfected himself under masters more&#13;
subtle than were to be found even there. Unquestionably, in many&#13;
critical cases he was known to have employed remedies of mysterious&#13;
composition and dangerous potency, which, in less skilful hands, would&#13;
have been more likely to kill than cure. He would willingly, it is&#13;
said, have taught his apprentice the secrets of these prescriptions,&#13;
but the latter, being of a timid character and delicate conscience, had&#13;
shrunk from acquaintance with them. It was probably as the result of&#13;
the same scrupulosity that Dr. Dolliver had always declined to enter&#13;
the medical profession, in which his old instructor had set him such&#13;
heroic examples of adventurous dealing with matters of life and death.&#13;
Nevertheless, the aromatic fragrance, so to speak, of the learned&#13;
Swinnerton's reputation, had clung to our friend through life; and&#13;
there were elaborate preparations in the pharmacopoeia of that day,&#13;
requiring such minute skill and conscientious fidelity in the concocter&#13;
that the physicians were still glad to confide them to one in whom&#13;
these qualities were so evident.</p><p>Moreover, the grandmothers of the community were kind to him, and&#13;
mindful of his perfumes, his rose-water, his cosmetics, tooth-powders,&#13;
pomanders, and pomades, the scented memory of which lingered about&#13;
their toilet-tables, or came faintly back from the days when they were&#13;
beautiful. Among this class of customers there was still a demand for&#13;
certain comfortable little nostrums (delicately sweet and pungent to&#13;
the taste, cheering to the spirits, and fragrant in the breath), the&#13;
proper distillation of which was the airiest secret that the mystic&#13;
Swinnerton had left behind him. And, besides, these old ladies had&#13;
always liked the manners of Dr. Dolliver, and used to speak of his&#13;
gentle courtesy behind the counter as having positively been something&#13;
to admire; though of later years, an unrefined, and almost rustic&#13;
simplicity, such as belonged to his humble ancestors, appeared to have&#13;
taken possession of him, as it often does of prettily mannered men in&#13;
their late decay.</p><p>But it resulted from all these favorable circumstances that the&#13;
Doctor's marble mortar, though worn with long service and considerably&#13;
damaged by a crack that pervaded it, continued to keep up an occasional&#13;
intimacy with the pestle; and he still weighed drachms and scruples in&#13;
his delicate scales, though it seemed impossible, dealing with such&#13;
minute quantities, that his tremulous fingers should not put in too&#13;
little or too much, leaving out life with the deficiency, or spilling&#13;
in death with the surplus. To say the truth, his stanchest friends were&#13;
beginning to think that Dr. Dolliver's fits of absence (when his mind&#13;
appeared absolutely to depart from him, while his frail old body worked&#13;
on mechanically) rendered him not quite trustworthy without a close&#13;
supervision of his proceedings. It was impossible, however, to convince&#13;
the aged apothecary of the necessity for such vigilance; and if&#13;
anything could stir up his gentle temper to wrath, or, as oftener&#13;
happened, to tears, it was the attempt (which he was marvellously quick&#13;
to detect) thus to interfere with his long-familiar business.</p><p>The public, meanwhile, ceasing to regard Dr. Dolliver in his&#13;
professional aspect, had begun to take an interest in him as perhaps&#13;
their oldest fellow-citizen. It was he that remembered the Great Fire&#13;
and the Great Snow, and that had been a grown-up stripling at the&#13;
terrible epoch of Witch-Times, and a child just breeched at the&#13;
breaking out of King Philip's Indian War. He, too, in his school-boy&#13;
days, had received a benediction from the patriarchal Governor&#13;
Bradstreet, and thus could boast (somewhat as Bishops do of their&#13;
unbroken succession from the Apostles) of a transmitted blessing from&#13;
the whole company of sainted Pilgrims, among whom the venerable&#13;
magistrate had been an honored companion. Viewing their townsman in&#13;
this aspect, the people revoked the courteous Doctorate with which they&#13;
had heretofore decorated him, and now knew him most familiarly as&#13;
Grandsir Dolliver. His white head, his Puritan band, his threadbare&#13;
garb (the fashion of which he had ceased to change, half a century&#13;
ago), his gold-headed staff, that had been Dr. Swinnerton's, his&#13;
shrunken, frosty figure, and its feeble movement,--all these&#13;
characteristics had a wholeness and permanence in the public&#13;
recognition, like the meeting-house steeple or the town-pump. All the&#13;
younger portion of the inhabitants unconsciously ascribed a sort of&#13;
aged immortality to Grandsir Dolliver's infirm and reverend presence.&#13;
They fancied that he had been born old (at least, I remember&#13;
entertaining some such notions about age-stricken people, when I myself&#13;
was young), and that he could the better tolerate his aches and&#13;
incommodities, his dull ears and dim eyes, his remoteness from human&#13;
intercourse within the crust of indurated years, the cold temperature&#13;
that kept him always shivering and sad, the heavy burden that invisibly&#13;
bent down his shoulders,--that all these intolerable things might bring&#13;
a kind of enjoyment to Grandsir Dolliver, as the lifelong conditions of&#13;
his peculiar existence.</p><p>But, alas! it was a terrible mistake. This weight of years had a&#13;
perennial novelty for the poor sufferer. He never grew accustomed to&#13;
it, but, long as he had now borne the fretful torpor of his waning&#13;
life, and patient as he seemed, he still retained an inward&#13;
consciousness that these stiffened shoulders, these quailing knees,&#13;
this cloudiness of sight and brain, this confused forgetfulness of men&#13;
and affairs, were troublesome accidents that did not really belong to&#13;
him. He possibly cherished a half-recognized idea that they might pass&#13;
away. Youth, however eclipsed for a season, is undoubtedly the proper,&#13;
permanent, and genuine condition of man; and if we look closely into&#13;
this dreary delusion of growing old, we shall find that it never&#13;
absolutely succeeds in laying hold of our innermost convictions. A&#13;
sombre garment, woven of life's unrealities, has muffled us from our&#13;
true self, but within it smiles the young man whom we knew; the ashes&#13;
of many perishable things have fallen upon our youthful fire, but&#13;
beneath them lurk the seeds of inextinguishable flame. So powerful is&#13;
this instinctive faith, that men of simple modes of character are prone&#13;
to antedate its consummation. And thus it happened with poor Grandsir&#13;
Dolliver, who often awoke from an old man's fitful sleep with a sense&#13;
that his senile predicament was but a dream of the past night; and&#13;
hobbling hastily across the cold floor to the looking-glass, he would&#13;
be grievously disappointed at beholding the white hair, the wrinkles&#13;
and furrows, the ashen visage and bent form, the melancholy mask of&#13;
Age, in which, as he now remembered, some strange and sad enchantment&#13;
had involved him for years gone by!</p><p>To other eyes than his own, however, the shrivelled old gentleman&#13;
looked as if there were little hope of his throwing off this too&#13;
artfully wrought disguise, until, at no distant day, his stooping&#13;
figure should be straightened out, his hoary locks be smoothed over his&#13;
brows, and his much-enduring bones be laid safely away, with a green&#13;
coverlet spread over them, beside his Bessie, who doubtless would&#13;
recognize her youthful companion in spite of his ugly garniture of&#13;
decay. He longed to be gazed at by the loving eyes now closed; he&#13;
shrank from the hard stare of them that loved him not. Walking the&#13;
streets seldom and reluctantly, he felt a dreary impulse to elude the&#13;
people's observation, as if with a sense that he had gone irrevocably&#13;
out of fashion, and broken his connecting links with the net-work of&#13;
human life; or else it was that nightmare-feeling which we sometimes&#13;
have in dreams, when we seem to find ourselves wandering through a&#13;
crowded avenue, with the noonday sun upon us, in some wild extravagance&#13;
of dress or nudity. He was conscious of estrangement from his&#13;
towns-people, but did not always know how nor wherefore, nor why he&#13;
should be thus groping through the twilight mist in solitude. If they&#13;
spoke loudly to him, with cheery voices, the greeting translated itself&#13;
faintly and mournfully to his ears; if they shook him by the hand, it&#13;
was as if a thick, insensible glove absorbed the kindly pressure and&#13;
the warmth. When little Pansie was the companion of his walk, her&#13;
childish gayety and freedom did not avail to bring him into closer&#13;
relationship with men, but seemed to follow him into that region of&#13;
indefinable remoteness, that dismal Fairy-Land of aged fancy, into&#13;
which old Grandsir Dolliver had so strangely crept away.</p><p>Yet there were moments, as many persons had noticed, when the&#13;
great-grandpapa would suddenly take stronger hues of life. It was as if&#13;
his faded figure had been colored over anew, or at least, as he and&#13;
Pansie moved along the street, as if a sunbeam had fallen across him,&#13;
instead of the gray gloom of an instant before. His chilled&#13;
sensibilities had probably been touched and quickened by the warm&#13;
contiguity of his little companion through the medium of her hand, as&#13;
it stirred within his own, or some inflection of her voice that set his&#13;
memory ringing and chiming with forgotten sounds. While that music&#13;
lasted, the old man was alive and happy. And there were seasons, it&#13;
might be, happier than even these, when Pansie had been kissed and put&#13;
to bed, and Grandsir Dolliver sat by his fireside gazing in among the&#13;
massive coals, and absorbing their glow into those cavernous abysses&#13;
with which all men communicate. Hence come angels or fiends into our&#13;
twilight musings, according as we may have peopled them in by-gone&#13;
years. Over our friend's face, in the rosy flicker of the fire-gleam,&#13;
stole an expression of repose and perfect trust that made him as&#13;
beautiful to look at, in his high-backed chair, as the child Pansie on&#13;
her pillow; and sometimes the spirits that were watching him beheld a&#13;
calm surprise draw slowly over his features and brighten into joy, yet&#13;
not so vividly as to break his evening quietude. The gate of heaven had&#13;
been kindly left ajar, that this forlorn old creature might catch a&#13;
glimpse within. All the night afterwards, he would be semi-conscious of&#13;
an intangible bliss diffused through the fitful lapses of an old man's&#13;
slumber, and would awake, at early dawn, with a faint thrilling of the&#13;
heart-strings, as if there had been music just now wandering over them.</p><p>ANOTHER SCENE FROM THE DOLLIVER ROMANCE</p><p>[Footnote: This scene was not revised by the author, but is printed&#13;
from his first draught.]</p><p>We may now suppose Grandsir Dolliver to have finished his breakfast,&#13;
with a better appetite and sharper perception of the qualities of his&#13;
food than he has generally felt of late years, whether it were due to&#13;
old Martha's cookery or to the cordial of the night before. Little&#13;
Pansie had also made an end of her bread and milk with entire&#13;
satisfaction, and afterwards nibbled a crust, greatly enjoying its&#13;
resistance to her little white teeth.</p><p>How this child came by the odd name of Pansie, and whether it was&#13;
really her baptismal name, I have not ascertained. More probably it was&#13;
one of those pet appellations that grow out of a child's character, or&#13;
out of some keen thrill of affection in the parents, an unsought-for&#13;
and unconscious felicity, a kind of revelation, teaching them the true&#13;
name by which the child's guardian angel would know it,--a name with&#13;
playfulness and love in it, that we often observe to supersede, in the&#13;
practice of those who love the child best, the name that they carefully&#13;
selected, and caused the clergyman to plaster indelibly on the poor&#13;
little forehead at the font,--the love-name, whereby, if the child&#13;
lives, the parents know it in their hearts, or by which, if it dies,&#13;
God seems to have called it away, leaving the sound lingering faintly&#13;
and sweetly through the house. In Pansie's case, it may have been a&#13;
certain pensiveness which was sometimes seen under her childish frolic,&#13;
and so translated itself into French (_pensée_), her mother having been&#13;
of Acadian kin; or, quite as probably, it alluded merely to the color&#13;
of her eyes, which, in some lights, were very like the dark petals of a&#13;
tuft of pansies in the Doctor's garden. It might well be, indeed, on&#13;
account of the suggested pensiveness; for the child's gayety had no&#13;
example to sustain it, no sympathy of other children or grown&#13;
people,--and her melancholy, had it been so dark a feeling, was but the&#13;
shadow of the house, and of the old man. If brighter sunshine came, she&#13;
would brighten with it. This morning, surely, as the three companions,&#13;
Pansie, puss, and Grandsir Dolliver, emerged from the shadow of the&#13;
house into the small adjoining enclosure, they seemed all frolicsome&#13;
alike.</p><p>The Doctor, however, was intent over something that had reference to&#13;
his lifelong business of drugs. This little spot was the place where he&#13;
was wont to cultivate a variety of herbs supposed to be endowed with&#13;
medicinal virtue. Some of them had been long known in the pharmacopia&#13;
of the Old World; and others, in the early days of the country, had&#13;
been adopted by the first settlers from the Indian medicine-men, though&#13;
with fear and even contrition, because these wild doctors were supposed&#13;
to draw their pharmaceutic knowledge from no gracious source, the Black&#13;
Man himself being the principal professor in their medical school. From&#13;
his own experience, however, Dr. Dolliver had long since doubted,&#13;
though he was not bold enough quite to come to the conclusion, that&#13;
Indian shrubs, and the remedies prepared from them, were much less&#13;
perilous than those so freely used in European practice, and singularly&#13;
apt to be followed by results quite as propitious. Into such heterodoxy&#13;
our friend was the more liable to fall, because it had been taught him&#13;
early in life by his old master, Dr. Swinnerton, who, at those not&#13;
infrequent times when he indulged a certain unhappy predilection for&#13;
strong waters, had been accustomed to inveigh in terms of the most&#13;
cynical contempt and coarsest ridicule against the practice by which he&#13;
lived, and, as he affirmed, inflicted death on his fellow-men. Our old&#13;
apothecary, though too loyal to the learned profession with which he&#13;
was connected fully to believe this bitter judgment, even when&#13;
pronounced by his revered master, was still so far influenced that his&#13;
conscience was possibly a little easier when making a preparation from&#13;
forest herbs and roots than in the concoction of half a score of&#13;
nauseous poisons into a single elaborate drug, as the fashion of that&#13;
day was.</p><p>But there were shrubs in the garden of which he had never ventured to&#13;
make a medical use, nor, indeed, did he know their virtue, although&#13;
from year to year he had tended and fertilized, weeded and pruned them,&#13;
with something like religious care. They were of the rarest character,&#13;
and had been planted by the learned and famous Dr. Swinnerton, who, on&#13;
his death-bed, when he left his dwelling and all his abstruse&#13;
manuscripts to his favorite pupil, had particularly directed his&#13;
attention to this row of shrubs. They had been collected by himself&#13;
from remote countries, and had the poignancy of torrid climes in them;&#13;
and he told him, that, properly used, they would be worth all the rest&#13;
of the legacy a hundred-fold. As the apothecary, however, found the&#13;
manuscripts, in which he conjectured there was a treatise on the&#13;
subject of these shrubs, mostly illegible, and quite beyond his&#13;
comprehension in such passages as he succeeded in puzzling out (partly,&#13;
perhaps, owing to his very imperfect knowledge of Latin, in which&#13;
language they were written), he had never derived from them any of the&#13;
promised benefit. And, to say the truth, remembering that Dr.&#13;
Swinnerton himself never appeared to triturate or decoct or do anything&#13;
else with the mysterious herbs, our old friend was inclined to imagine&#13;
the weighty commendation of their virtues to have been the idly solemn&#13;
utterance of mental aberration at the hour of death. So, with the&#13;
integrity that belonged to his character, he had nurtured them as&#13;
tenderly as was possible in the ungenial climate and soil of New&#13;
England, putting some of them into pots for the winter; but they had&#13;
rather dwindled than flourished, and he had reaped no harvests from&#13;
them, nor observed them with any degree of scientific interest.</p><p>His grandson, however, while yet a school-boy, had listened to the old&#13;
man's legend of the miraculous virtues of these plants; and it took so&#13;
firm a hold of his mind, that the row of outlandish vegetables seemed&#13;
rooted in it, and certainly flourished there with richer luxuriance&#13;
than in the soil where they actually grew. The story, acting thus early&#13;
upon his imagination, may be said to have influenced his brief career&#13;
in life, and, perchance, brought about its early close. The young man,&#13;
in the opinion of competent judges, was endowed with remarkable&#13;
abilities, and according to the rumor of the people had wonderful&#13;
gifts, which were proved by the cures he had wrought with remedies of&#13;
his own invention. His talents lay in the direction of scientific&#13;
analysis and inventive combination of chemical powers. While under the&#13;
pupilage of his grandfather, his progress had rapidly gone quite beyond&#13;
his instructor's hope,--leaving him even to tremble at the audacity&#13;
with which he overturned and invented theories, and to wonder at the&#13;
depth at which he wrought beneath the superficialness and mock-mystery&#13;
of the medical science of those days, like a miner sinking his shaft&#13;
and running a hideous peril of the earth caving in above him.&#13;
Especially did he devote himself to these plants; and under his care&#13;
they had thriven beyond all former precedent, bursting into luxuriance&#13;
of bloom, and most of them bearing beautiful flowers, which, however,&#13;
in two or three instances, had the sort of natural repulsiveness that&#13;
the serpent has in its beauty, compelled against its will, as it were,&#13;
to warn the beholder of an unrevealed danger. The young man had long&#13;
ago, it must be added, demanded of his grandfather the documents&#13;
included in the legacy of Professor Swinnerton, and had spent days and&#13;
nights upon them, growing pale over their mystic lore, which seemed the&#13;
fruit not merely of the Professor's own labors, but of those of more&#13;
ancient sages than he; and often a whole volume seemed to be compressed&#13;
within the limits of a few lines of crabbed manuscript, judging from&#13;
the time which it cost even the quick-minded student to decipher them.</p><p>Meantime these abstruse investigations had not wrought such disastrous&#13;
effects as might have been feared, in causing Edward Dolliver to&#13;
neglect the humble trade, the conduct of which his grandfather had now&#13;
relinquished almost entirely into his hands. On the contrary, with the&#13;
mere side results of his study, or what may be called the chips and&#13;
shavings of his real work, he created a prosperity quite beyond&#13;
anything that his simple-minded predecessor had ever hoped for, even at&#13;
the most sanguine epoch of his life. The young man's adventurous&#13;
endowments were miraculously alive, and connecting themselves with his&#13;
remarkable ability for solid research, and perhaps his conscience being&#13;
as yet imperfectly developed (as it sometimes lies dormant in the&#13;
young), he spared not to produce compounds which, if the names were&#13;
anywise to be trusted, would supersede all other remedies, and speedily&#13;
render any medicine a needless thing, making the trade of apothecary an&#13;
untenable one, and the title of Doctor obsolete. Whether there was real&#13;
efficacy in these nostrums, and whether their author himself had faith&#13;
in them, is more than can safely be said; but, at all events, the&#13;
public believed in them, and thronged to the old and dim sign of the&#13;
Brazen Serpent, which, though hitherto familiar to them and their&#13;
forefathers, now seemed to shine with auspicious lustre, as if its old&#13;
Scriptural virtues were renewed. If any faith was to be put in human&#13;
testimony, many marvellous cures were really performed, the fame of&#13;
which spread far and wide, and caused demands for these medicines to&#13;
come in from places far beyond the precincts of the little town. Our&#13;
old apothecary, now degraded by the overshadowing influence of his&#13;
grandson's character to a position not much above that of a shop-boy,&#13;
stood behind the counter with a face sad and distrustful, and yet with&#13;
an odd kind of fitful excitement in it, as if he would have liked to&#13;
enjoy this new prosperity, had he dared. Then his venerable figure was&#13;
to be seen dispensing these questionable compounds by the single bottle&#13;
and by the dozen, wronging his simple conscience as he dealt out what&#13;
he feared was trash or worse, shrinking from the reproachful eyes of&#13;
every ancient physician who might chance to be passing by, but withal&#13;
examining closely the silver, or the New England coarsely printed&#13;
bills, which he took in payment, as if apprehensive that the delusive&#13;
character of the commodity which he sold might be balanced by equal&#13;
counterfeiting in the money received, or as if his faith in all things&#13;
were shaken.</p><p>Is it not possible that this gifted young man had indeed found out&#13;
those remedies which Nature has provided and laid away for the cure of&#13;
every ill?</p><p>The disastrous termination of the most brilliant epoch that ever came&#13;
to the Brazen Serpent must be told in a few words. One night, Edward&#13;
Dolliver's young wife awoke, and, seeing the gray dawn creeping into&#13;
the chamber, while her husband, it should seem, was still engaged in&#13;
his laboratory, arose in her nightdress, and went to the door of the&#13;
room to put in her gentle remonstrance against such labor. There she&#13;
found him dead,--sunk down out of his chair upon the hearth, where were&#13;
some ashes, apparently of burnt manuscripts, which appeared to comprise&#13;
most of those included in Dr. Swinnerton's legacy, though one or two&#13;
had fallen near the heap, and lay merely scorched beside it. It seemed&#13;
as if he had thrown them into the fire, under a sudden impulse, in a&#13;
great hurry and passion. It may be that he had come to the perception&#13;
of something fatally false and deceptive in the successes which he had&#13;
appeared to win, and was too proud and too conscientious to survive it.&#13;
Doctors were called in, but had no power to revive him. An inquest was&#13;
held, at which the jury, under the instruction, perhaps, of those same&#13;
revengeful doctors, expressed the opinion that the poor young man,&#13;
being given to strange contrivances with poisonous drugs, had died by&#13;
incautiously tasting them himself. This verdict, and the terrible event&#13;
itself, at once deprived the medicines of all their popularity; and the&#13;
poor old apothecary was no longer under any necessity of disturbing his&#13;
conscience by selling them. They at once lost their repute, and ceased&#13;
to be in any demand. In the few instances in which they were tried the&#13;
experiment was followed by no good results; and even those individuals&#13;
who had fancied themselves cured, and had been loudest in spreading the&#13;
praises of these beneficent compounds, now, as if for the utter&#13;
demolition of the poor youth's credit, suffered under a recurrence of&#13;
the worst symptoms, and, in more than one case, perished miserably:&#13;
insomuch (for the days of witchcraft were still within the memory of&#13;
living men and women) it was the general opinion that Satan had been&#13;
personally concerned in this affliction, and that the Brazen Serpent,&#13;
so long honored among them, was really the type of his subtle&#13;
malevolence and perfect iniquity. It was rumored even that all&#13;
preparations that came from the shop were harmful: that teeth decayed&#13;
that had been made pearly white by the use of the young chemist's&#13;
dentifrice; that cheeks were freckled that had been changed to damask&#13;
roses by his cosmetics; that hair turned gray or fell off that had&#13;
become black, glossy, and luxuriant from the application of his&#13;
mixtures; that breath which his drugs had sweetened had now a&#13;
sulphurous smell. Moreover, all the money heretofore amassed by the&#13;
sale of them had been exhausted by Edward Dolliver in his lavish&#13;
expenditure for the processes of his study; and nothing was left for&#13;
Pansie, except a few valueless and unsalable bottles of medicine, and&#13;
one or two others, perhaps more recondite than their inventor had seen&#13;
fit to offer to the public.</p><p>Little Pansie's mother lived but a short time after the shock of the&#13;
terrible catastrophe; and, as we began our story with saying, she was&#13;
left with no better guardianship or support than might be found in the&#13;
efforts of a long superannuated man.</p><p>Nothing short of the simplicity, integrity, and piety of Grandsir&#13;
Dolliver's character, known and acknowledged as far back as the oldest&#13;
inhabitants remembered anything, and inevitably discoverable by the&#13;
dullest and most prejudiced observers, in all its natural&#13;
manifestations, could have protected him in still creeping about the&#13;
streets. So far as he was personally concerned, however, all bitterness&#13;
and suspicion had speedily passed away; and there remained still the&#13;
careless and neglectful good-will, and the prescriptive reverence, not&#13;
altogether reverential, which the world heedlessly awards to the&#13;
unfortunate individual who outlives his generation.</p><p>And now that we have shown the reader sufficiently, or at least to the&#13;
best of our knowledge, and perhaps at tedious length, what was the&#13;
present position of Grandsir Dolliver, we may let our story pass&#13;
onward, though at such a pace as suits the feeble gait of an old man.</p><p>The peculiarly brisk sensation of this morning, to which we have more&#13;
than once alluded, enabled the Doctor to toil pretty vigorously at his&#13;
medicinal herbs,--his catnip, his vervain, and the like; but he did not&#13;
turn his attention to the row of mystic plants, with which so much of&#13;
trouble and sorrow either was, or appeared to be, connected. In truth,&#13;
his old soul was sick of them, and their very fragrance, which the warm&#13;
sunshine made strongly perceptible, was odious to his nostrils. But the&#13;
spicy, homelike scent of his other herbs, the English simples, was&#13;
grateful to him, and so was the earth-smell, as he turned up the soil&#13;
about their roots, and eagerly snuffed it in. Little Pansie, on the&#13;
other hand, perhaps scandalized at great-grandpapa's neglect of the&#13;
prettiest plants in his garden, resolved to do her small utmost towards&#13;
balancing his injustice; so with an old shingle, fallen from the roof,&#13;
which she had appropriated as her agricultural tool, she began to dig&#13;
about them, pulling up the weeds, as she saw grandpapa doing. The&#13;
kitten, too, with a look of elfish sagacity, lent her assistance,&#13;
plying her paws with vast haste and efficiency at the roots of one of&#13;
the shrubs. This particular one was much smaller than the rest, perhaps&#13;
because it was a native of the torrid zone, and required greater care&#13;
than the others to make it flourish; so that, shrivelled, cankered, and&#13;
scarcely showing a green leaf, both Pansie and the kitten probably&#13;
mistook it for a weed. After their joint efforts had made a pretty big&#13;
trench about it, the little girl seized the shrub with both hands,&#13;
bestriding it with her plump little legs, and giving so vigorous a&#13;
pull, that, long accustomed to be transplanted annually, it came up by&#13;
the roots, and little Pansie came down in a sitting posture, making a&#13;
broad impress on the soft earth. "See, see, Doctor!" cries Pansie,&#13;
comically enough giving him his title of courtesy,--"look, grandpapa,&#13;
the big, naughty weed!"</p><p>Now the Doctor had at once a peculiar dread and a peculiar value for&#13;
this identical shrub, both because his grandson's investigations had&#13;
been applied more ardently to it than to all the rest, and because it&#13;
was associated in his mind with an ancient and sad recollection. For he&#13;
had never forgotten that his wife, the early lost, had once taken a&#13;
fancy to wear its flowers, day after day, through the whole season of&#13;
their bloom, in her bosom, where they glowed like a gem, and deepened&#13;
her somewhat pallid beauty with a richness never before seen in it. At&#13;
least such was the effect which this tropical flower imparted to the&#13;
beloved form in his memory, and thus it somehow both brightened and&#13;
wronged her. This had happened not long before her death; and whenever,&#13;
in the subsequent years, this plant had brought its annual flower, it&#13;
had proved a kind of talisman to bring up the image of Bessie, radiant&#13;
with this glow that did not really belong to her naturally passive&#13;
beauty, quickly interchanging with another image of her form, with the&#13;
snow of death on cheek and forehead. This reminiscence had remained&#13;
among the things of which the Doctor was always conscious, but had&#13;
never breathed a word, through the whole of his long life,--a sprig of&#13;
sensibility that perhaps helped to keep him tenderer and purer than&#13;
other men, who entertain no such follies. And the sight of the shrub&#13;
often brought back the faint, golden gleam of her hair, as if her&#13;
spirit were in the sunlights of the garden, quivering into view and out&#13;
of it. And therefore, when he saw what Pansie had done, he sent forth a&#13;
strange, inarticulate, hoarse, tremulous exclamation, a sort of aged&#13;
and decrepit cry of mingled emotion. "Naughty Pansie, to pull up&#13;
grandpapa's flower!" said he, as soon as he could speak. "Poison,&#13;
Pansie, poison! Fling it away, child!"</p><p>And dropping his spade, the old gentleman scrambled towards the little&#13;
girl as quickly as his rusty joints would let him,--while Pansie, as&#13;
apprehensive and quick of motion as a fawn, started up with a shriek of&#13;
mirth and fear to escape him. It so happened that the garden-gate was&#13;
ajar; and a puff of wind blowing it wide open, she escaped through this&#13;
fortuitous avenue, followed by great-grandpapa and the kitten.</p><p>"Stop, naughty Pansie, stop!" shouted our old friend. "You will tumble&#13;
into the grave!" The kitten, with the singular sensitiveness that seems&#13;
to affect it at every kind of excitement, was now on her back.</p><p>And, indeed, this portentous warning was better grounded and had a more&#13;
literal meaning than might be supposed; for the swinging gate&#13;
communicated with the burial-ground, and almost directly in little&#13;
Pansie's track there was a newly dug grave, ready to receive its tenant&#13;
that afternoon. Pansie, however, fled onward with outstretched arms,&#13;
half in fear, half in fun, plying her round little legs with wonderful&#13;
promptitude, as if to escape Time or Death, in the person of Grandsir&#13;
Dolliver, and happily avoiding the ominous pitfall that lies in every&#13;
person's path, till, hearing a groan from her pursuer, she looked over&#13;
her shoulder, and saw that poor grandpapa had stumbled over one of the&#13;
many hillocks. She then suddenly wrinkled up her little visage, and&#13;
sent forth a full-breathed roar of sympathy and alarm.</p><p>"Grandpapa has broken his neck now!" cried little Pansie, amid her sobs.</p><p>"Kiss grandpapa, and make it well, then," said the old gentleman,&#13;
recollecting her remedy, and scrambling up more readily than could be&#13;
expected. "Well," he murmured to himself, "a hair's-breadth more, and I&#13;
should have been tumbled into yonder grave. Poor little Pansie! what&#13;
wouldst thou have done then?"</p><p>"Make the grass grow over grandpapa," answered Pansie, laughing up in&#13;
his face.</p><p>"Poh, poh, child, that is not a pretty thing to say," said grandpapa,&#13;
pettishly and disappointed, as people are apt to be when they try to&#13;
calculate on the fitful sympathies of childhood. "Come, you must go in&#13;
to old Martha now."</p><p>The poor old gentleman was in the more haste to leave the spot because&#13;
he found himself standing right in front of his own peculiar row of&#13;
gravestones, consisting of eight or nine slabs of slate, adorned with&#13;
carved borders rather rudely cut, and the earliest one, that of his&#13;
Bessie, bending aslant, because the frost of so many winters had slowly&#13;
undermined it. Over one grave of the row, that of his gifted grandson,&#13;
there was no memorial. He felt a strange repugnance, stronger than he&#13;
had ever felt before, to linger by these graves, and had none of the&#13;
tender sorrow, mingled with high and tender hopes, that had sometimes&#13;
made it seem good to him to be there. Such moods, perhaps, often come&#13;
to the aged, when the hardened earth-crust over their souls shuts them&#13;
out from spiritual influences.</p><p>Taking the child by the hand,--her little effervescence of infantile&#13;
fun having passed into a downcast humor, though not well knowing as yet&#13;
what a dusky cloud of disheartening fancies arose from these green&#13;
hillocks,--he went heavily toward the garden-gate. Close to its&#13;
threshold, so that one who was issuing forth or entering must needs&#13;
step upon it or over it, lay a small flat stone, deeply imbedded in the&#13;
ground, and partly covered with grass, inscribed with the name of "Dr.&#13;
John Swinnerton, Physician."</p><p>"Ay," said the old man, as the well-remembered figure of his ancient&#13;
instructor seemed to rise before him in his grave-apparel, with beard&#13;
and gold-headed cane, black velvet doublet and cloak, "here lies a man&#13;
who, as people have thought, had it in his power to avoid the grave! He&#13;
had no little grandchild to tease him. He had the choice to die, and&#13;
chose it."</p><p>So the old gentleman led Pansie over the stone, and carefully closed&#13;
the gate; and, as it happened, he forgot the uprooted shrub, which&#13;
Pansie, as she ran, had flung away, and which had fallen into the open&#13;
grave; and when the funeral came that afternoon, the coffin was let&#13;
down upon it, so that its bright, inauspicious flower never bloomed&#13;
again.</p><p>ANOTHER FRAGMENT OF THE DOLLIVER ROMANCE.</p><p>"Be secret!" and he kept his stern eye fixed upon him, as the coach&#13;
began to move.</p><p>"Be secret!" repeated the apothecary. "I know not any secret that he&#13;
has confided to me thus far, and as for his nonsense (as I will be bold&#13;
to style it now he is gone) about a medicine of long life, it is a&#13;
thing I forget in spite of myself, so very empty and trashy it is. I&#13;
wonder, by the by, that it never came into my head to give the Colonel&#13;
a dose of the cordial whereof I partook last night. I have no faith&#13;
that it is a valuable medicine--little or none--and yet there has been&#13;
an unwonted briskness in me all the morning."</p><p>Then a simple joy broke over his face--a flickering sunbeam among his&#13;
wrinkles--as he heard the laughter of the little girl, who was running&#13;
rampant with a kitten in the kitchen.</p><p>"Pansie! Pansie!" cackled he, "grandpapa has sent away the ugly man&#13;
now. Come, let us have a frolic in the garden."</p><p>And he whispered to himself again, "That is a cordial yonder, and I&#13;
will take it according to the prescription, knowing all the&#13;
ingredients." Then, after a moment's thought, he added, "All, save one."</p><p>So, as he had declared to himself his intention, that night, when&#13;
little Pansie had long been asleep, and his small household was in bed,&#13;
and most of the quiet, old-fashioned townsfolk likewise, this good&#13;
apothecary went into his laboratory, and took out of a cupboard in the&#13;
wall a certain ancient-looking bottle, which was cased over with a&#13;
net-work of what seemed to be woven silver, like the wicker-woven&#13;
bottles of our days. He had previously provided a goblet of pure water.&#13;
Before opening the bottle, however, he seemed to hesitate, and pondered&#13;
and babbled to himself; having long since come to that period of life&#13;
when the bodily frame, having lost much of its value, is more tenderly&#13;
cared for than when it was a perfect and inestimable machine.</p><p>"I triturated, I infused, I distilled it myself in these very rooms,&#13;
and know it--know it all--all the ingredients, save one. They are&#13;
common things enough--comfortable things--some of them a little&#13;
queer--one or two that folks have a prejudice against--and then there&#13;
is that one thing that I don't know. It is foolish in me to be dallying&#13;
with such a mess, which I thought was a piece of quackery, while that&#13;
strange visitor bade me do it,--and yet, what a strength has come from&#13;
it! He said it was a rare cordial, and, methinks, it has brightened up&#13;
my weary life all day, so that Pansie has found me the fitter playmate.&#13;
And then the dose--it is so absurdly small! I will try it again."</p><p>He took the silver stopple from the bottle, and with a practised hand,&#13;
tremulous as it was with age, so that one would have thought it must&#13;
have shaken the liquor into a perfect shower of misapplied drops, he&#13;
dropped--I have heard it said--only one single drop into the goblet of&#13;
water. It fell into it with a dazzling brightness, like a spark of ruby&#13;
flame, and subtly diffusing itself through the whole body of water,&#13;
turned it to a rosy hue of great brilliancy. He held it up between his&#13;
eyes and the light, and seemed to admire and wonder at it.</p><p>"It is very odd," said he, "that such a pure, bright liquor should have&#13;
come out of a parcel of weeds that mingled their juices here. The thing&#13;
is a folly,--it is one of those compositions in which the chemists--the&#13;
cabalists, perhaps--used to combine what they thought the virtues of&#13;
many plants, thinking that something would result in the whole, which&#13;
was not in either of them, and a new efficacy be created. Whereas, it&#13;
has been the teaching of my experience that one virtue counteracts&#13;
another, and is the enemy of it. I never believed the former theory,&#13;
even when that strange madman bade me do it. And what a thick, turbid&#13;
matter it was, until that last ingredient,--that powder which he put in&#13;
with his own hand! Had he let me see it, I would first have analyzed&#13;
it, and discovered its component parts. The man was mad, undoubtedly,&#13;
and this may have been poison. But its effect is good. Poh! I will&#13;
taste again, because of this weak, agued, miserable state of mine;&#13;
though it is a shame in me, a man of decent skill in my way, to believe&#13;
in a quack's nostrum. But it is a comfortable kind of thing."</p><p>Meantime, that single drop (for good Dr. Dolliver had immediately put a&#13;
stopper into the bottle) diffused a sweet odor through the chamber, so&#13;
that the ordinary fragrances and scents of apothecaries' stuff seemed&#13;
to be controlled and influenced by it, and its bright potency also&#13;
dispelled a certain dimness of the antiquated room.</p><p>The Doctor, at the pressure of a great need, had given incredible pains&#13;
to the manufacture of this medicine; so that, reckoning the pains&#13;
rather than the ingredients (all except one, of which he was not able&#13;
to estimate the cost nor value), it was really worth its weight in&#13;
gold. And, as it happened, he had bestowed upon it the hard labor of&#13;
his poor life, and the time that was necessary for the support of his&#13;
family, without return; for the customers, after playing off this cruel&#13;
joke upon the old man, had never come back; and now, for seven years,&#13;
the bottle had stood in a corner of the cupboard. To be sure, the&#13;
silver-cased bottle was worth a trifle for its silver, and still more,&#13;
perhaps, as an antiquarian knick-knack. But, all things considered, the&#13;
honest and simple apothecary thought that he might make free with the&#13;
liquid to such small extent as was necessary for himself. And there had&#13;
been something in the concoction that had struck him; and he had been&#13;
fast breaking lately; and so, in the dreary fantasy and lonely&#13;
recklessness of his old age, he had suddenly bethought himself of this&#13;
medicine (cordial,--as the strange man called it, which had come to him&#13;
by long inheritance in his family) and he had determined to try it. And&#13;
again, as the night before, he took out the receipt--a roll of antique&#13;
parchment, out of which, provokingly, one fold had been lost--and put&#13;
on his spectacles to puzzle out the passage.</p><p>Guttam unicam in aquam puram, two gills. "If the Colonel should hear of&#13;
this," said Dr. Dolliver, "he might fancy it his nostrum of long life,&#13;
and insist on having the bottle for his own use. The foolish, fierce&#13;
old gentleman! He has grown very earthly, of late, else he would not&#13;
desire such a thing. And a strong desire it must be to make him feel it&#13;
desirable. For my part, I only wish for something that, for a short&#13;
time, may clear my eyes, so that I may see little Pansie's beauty, and&#13;
quicken my ears, that I may hear her sweet voice, and give me nerve,&#13;
while God keeps me here, that I may live longer to earn bread for dear&#13;
Pansie. She provided for, I would gladly lie down yonder with Bessie&#13;
and our children. Ah! the vanity of desiring lengthened&#13;
days!--There!--I have drunk it, and methinks its final, subtle flavor&#13;
hath strange potency in it."</p><p>The old man shivered a little, as those shiver who have just swallowed&#13;
good liquor, while it is permeating their vitals. Yet he seemed to be&#13;
in a pleasant state of feeling, and, as was frequently the case with&#13;
this simple soul, in a devout frame of mind. He read a chapter in the&#13;
Bible, and said his prayers for Pansie and himself, before he went to&#13;
bed, and had much better sleep than usually comes to people of his&#13;
advanced age; for, at that period, sleep is diffused through their&#13;
wakefulness, and a dim and tiresome half-perception through their&#13;
sleep, so that the only result is weariness.</p><p>Nothing very extraordinary happened to Dr. Dolliver or his small&#13;
household for some time afterwards. He was favored with a comfortable&#13;
winter, and thanked Heaven for it, and put it to a good use (at least&#13;
he intended it so) by concocting drugs; which perhaps did a little&#13;
towards peopling the graveyard, into which his windows looked; but that&#13;
was neither his purpose nor his fault. None of the sleepers, at all&#13;
events, interrupted their slumbers to upbraid him. He had done&#13;
according to his own artless conscience and the recipes of licensed&#13;
physicians, and he looked no further, but pounded, triturated, infused,&#13;
made electuaries, boluses, juleps, or whatever he termed his&#13;
productions, with skill and diligence, thanking Heaven that he was&#13;
spared to do so, when his contemporaries generally were getting&#13;
incapable of similar efforts. It struck him with some surprise, but&#13;
much gratitude to Providence, that his sight seemed to be growing&#13;
rather better than worse. He certainly could read the crabbed&#13;
handwriting and hieroglyphics of the physicians with more readiness&#13;
than he could a year earlier. But he had been originally near-sighted,&#13;
with large, projecting eyes; and near-sighted eyes always seem to get a&#13;
new lease of light as the years go on. One thing was perceptible about&#13;
the Doctor's eyes, not only to himself in the glass, but to everybody&#13;
else; namely, that they had an unaccustomed gleaming brightness in&#13;
them; not so very bright either, but yet so much so, that little Pansie&#13;
noticed it, and sometimes, in her playful, roguish way, climbed up into&#13;
his lap, and put both her small palms over them; telling Grandpapa that&#13;
he had stolen somebody else's eyes, and given away his own, and that&#13;
she liked his old ones better. The poor old Doctor did his best to&#13;
smile through his eyes, and so to reconcile Pansie to their brightness:&#13;
but still she continually made the same silly remonstrance, so that he&#13;
was fain to put on a pair of green spectacles when he was going to play&#13;
with Pansie, or took her on his knee. Nay, if he looked at her, as had&#13;
always been his custom, after she was asleep, in order to see that all&#13;
was well with her, the little child would put up her hands, as if he&#13;
held a light that was flashing on her eyeballs; and unless he turned&#13;
away his gaze quickly, she would wake up in a fit of crying.</p><p>On the whole, the apothecary had as comfortable a time as a man of his&#13;
years could expect. The air of the house and of the old graveyard&#13;
seemed to suit him. What so seldom happens in man's advancing age, his&#13;
night's rest did him good, whereas, generally, an old man wakes up ten&#13;
times as nervous and dispirited as he went to bed, just as if, during&#13;
his sleep he had been working harder than ever he did in the daytime.&#13;
It had been so with the Doctor himself till within a few months. To be&#13;
sure, he had latterly begun to practise various rules of diet and&#13;
exercise, which commended themselves to his approbation. He sawed some&#13;
of his own fire-wood, and fancied that, as was reasonable, it fatigued&#13;
him less day by day. He took walks with Pansie, and though, of course,&#13;
her little footsteps, treading on the elastic air of childhood, far&#13;
outstripped his own, still the old man knew that he was not beyond the&#13;
recuperative period of life, and that exercise out of doors and proper&#13;
food can do somewhat towards retarding the approach of age. He was&#13;
inclined, also, to impute much good effect to a daily dose of Santa&#13;
Cruz rum (a liquor much in vogue in that day), which he was now in the&#13;
habit of quaffing at the meridian hour. All through the Doctor's life&#13;
he had eschewed strong spirits: "But after seventy," quoth old Dr.&#13;
Dolliver, "a man is all the better in head and stomach for a little&#13;
stimulus"; and it certainly seemed so in his case. Likewise, I know not&#13;
precisely how often, but complying punctiliously with the recipe, as an&#13;
apothecary naturally would, he took his drop of the mysterious cordial.</p><p>He was inclined, however, to impute little or no efficacy to this, and&#13;
to laugh at himself for having ever thought otherwise. The dose was so&#13;
very minute! and he had never been sensible of any remarkable effect on&#13;
taking it, after all. A genial warmth, he sometimes fancied, diffused&#13;
itself throughout him, and perhaps continued during the next day. A&#13;
quiet and refreshing night's rest followed, and alacritous waking in&#13;
the morning; but all this was far more probably owing, as has been&#13;
already hinted, to excellent and well-considered habits of diet and&#13;
exercise. Nevertheless he still continued the cordial with tolerable&#13;
regularity,--the more, because on one or two occasions, happening to&#13;
omit it, it so chanced that he slept wretchedly, and awoke in strange&#13;
aches and pains, torpors, nervousness, shaking of the hands,&#13;
bleared-ness of sight, lowness of spirits and other ills, as is the&#13;
misfortune of some old men,--who are often threatened by a thousand&#13;
evil symptoms that come to nothing, foreboding no particular disorder,&#13;
and passing away as unsatisfactorily as they come. At another time, he&#13;
took two or three drops at once, and was alarmingly feverish in&#13;
consequence. Yet it was very true, that the feverish symptoms were&#13;
pretty sure to disappear on his renewal of the medicine. "Still it&#13;
could not be that," thought the old man, a hater of empiricism (in&#13;
which, however, is contained all hope for man), and disinclined to&#13;
believe in anything that was not according to rule and art. And then,&#13;
as aforesaid, the dose was so ridiculously small!</p><p>Sometimes, however, he took, half laughingly, another view of it, and&#13;
felt disposed to think that chance might really have thrown in his way&#13;
a very remarkable mixture, by which, if it had happened to him earlier&#13;
in life, he might have amassed a larger fortune, and might even have&#13;
raked together such a competency as would have prevented his feeling&#13;
much uneasiness about the future of little Pansie. Feeling as strong as&#13;
he did nowadays, he might reasonably count upon ten years more of life,&#13;
and in that time the precious liquor might be exchanged for much gold.&#13;
"Let us see!" quoth he, "by what attractive name shall it be&#13;
advertised? 'The old man's cordial?' That promises too little. Poh,&#13;
poh! I would stain my honesty, my fair reputation, the accumulation of&#13;
a lifetime, and befool my neighbor and the public, by any name that&#13;
would make them imagine I had found that ridiculous talisman that the&#13;
alchemists have sought. The old man's cordial,--that is best. And five&#13;
shillings sterling the bottle. That surely were not too costly, and&#13;
would give the medicine a better reputation and higher vogue (so&#13;
foolish is the world) than if I were to put it lower. I will think&#13;
further of this. But pshaw, pshaw!"</p><p>"What is the matter. Grandpapa," said little Pansie, who had stood by&#13;
him, wishing to speak to him at least a minute, but had been deterred&#13;
by his absorption; "why do you say 'Pshaw'?"</p><p>"Pshaw!" repeated Grandpapa, "there is one ingredient that I don't&#13;
know."</p><p>So this very hopeful design was necessarily given up, but that it had&#13;
occurred to Dr. Dolliver was perhaps a token that his mind was in a&#13;
very vigorous state; for it had been noted of him through life, that he&#13;
had little enterprise, little activity, and that, for the want of these&#13;
things, his very considerable skill in his art had been almost thrown&#13;
away, as regarded his private affairs, when it might easily have led&#13;
him to fortune. Whereas, here in his extreme age, he had first&#13;
bethought himself of a way to grow rich. Sometimes this latter spring&#13;
causes--as blossoms come on the autumnal tree--a spurt of vigor, or&#13;
untimely greenness, when Nature laughs at her old child, half in&#13;
kindness and half in scorn. It is observable, however, I fancy, that&#13;
after such a spurt, age comes on with redoubled speed, and that the old&#13;
man has only run forward with a show of force, in order to fall into&#13;
his grave the sooner.</p><p>Sometimes, as he was walking briskly along the street, with little&#13;
Pansie clasping his hand, and perhaps frisking rather more than became&#13;
a person of his venerable years, he had met the grim old wreck of&#13;
Colonel Dabney, moving goutily, and gathering wrath anew with every&#13;
touch of his painful foot to the ground; or driving by in his carriage,&#13;
showing an ashen, angry, wrinkled face at the window, and frowning at&#13;
him--the apothecary thought--with a peculiar fury, as if he took&#13;
umbrage at his audacity in being less broken by age than a gentleman&#13;
like himself. The apothecary could not help feeling as if there were&#13;
some unsettled quarrel or dispute between himself and the Colonel, he&#13;
could not tell what or why. The Colonel always gave him a haughty nod&#13;
of half-recognition; and the people in the street, to whom he was a&#13;
familiar object, would say, "The worshipful Colonel begins to find&#13;
himself mortal like the rest of us. He feels his years." "He'd be glad,&#13;
I warrant," said one, "to change with you, Doctor. It shows what&#13;
difference a good life makes in men, to look at him and you. You are&#13;
half a score of years his elder, me-thinks, and yet look what&#13;
temperance can do for a man. By my credit, neighbor, seeing how brisk&#13;
you have been lately, I told my wife you seemed to be growing younger.&#13;
It does me good to see it. We are about of an age, I think, and I like&#13;
to notice how we old men keep young and keep one another in heart. I&#13;
myself--ahem--ahem--feel younger this season than for these five years&#13;
past."</p><p>"It rejoices me that you feel so," quoth the apothecary, who had just&#13;
been thinking that this neighbor of his had lost a great deal, both in&#13;
mind and body, within a short period, and rather scorned him for it.&#13;
"Indeed, I find old age less uncomfortable than I supposed. Little&#13;
Pansie and I make excellent companions for one another."</p><p>And then, dragged along by Pansie's little hand, and also impelled by a&#13;
certain alacrity that rose with him in the morning, and lasted till his&#13;
healthy rest at night, he bade farewell to his contemporary, and&#13;
hastened on; while the latter, left behind, was somewhat irritated as&#13;
he looked at the vigorous movement of the apothecary's legs.</p><p>"He need not make such a show of briskness neither," muttered he to&#13;
himself. "This touch of rheumatism troubles me a bit just now, but try&#13;
it on a good day, and I'd walk with him for a shilling. Pshaw! I'll&#13;
walk to his funeral yet."</p><p>One day, while the Doctor, with the activity that bestirred itself in&#13;
him nowadays, was mixing and manufacturing certain medicaments that&#13;
came in frequent demand, a carriage stopped at his door, and he&#13;
recognized the voice of Colonel Dabney, talking in his customary stern&#13;
tone to the woman who served him. And, a moment afterwards, the coach&#13;
drove away, and he actually heard the old dignitary lumbering up&#13;
stairs, and bestowing a curse upon each particular step, as if that&#13;
were the method to make them soften and become easier when he should&#13;
come down again. "Pray, your worship," said the Doctor from above, "let&#13;
me attend you below stairs."</p><p>"No," growled the Colonel, "I'll meet you on your own ground. I can&#13;
climb a stair yet, and be hanged to you."</p><p>So saying, he painfully finished the ascent, and came into the&#13;
laboratory, where he let himself fall into the Doctor's easy-chair,&#13;
with an anathema on the chair, the Doctor, and himself; and, staring&#13;
round through the dusk, he met the wide-open, startled eyes of little&#13;
Pansie, who had been reading a gilt picture-book in the corner.</p><p>"Send away that child, Dolliver," cried the Colonel, angrily. "Confound&#13;
her, she makes my bones ache. I hate everything young."</p><p>"Lord, Colonel," the poor apothecary ventured to say, "there must be&#13;
young people in the world as well as old ones. 'T is my mind, a man's&#13;
grandchildren keep him warm round about him."</p><p>"I have none, and want none," sharply responded the Colonel; "and as&#13;
for young people, let me be one of them, and they may exist, otherwise&#13;
not. It is a cursed bad arrangement of the world, that there are young&#13;
and old here together."</p><p>When Pansie had gone away, which she did with anything but reluctance,&#13;
having a natural antipathy to this monster of a Colonel, the latter&#13;
personage tapped with his crutch-handled cane on a chair that stood&#13;
near, and nodded in an authoritative way to the apothecary to sit down&#13;
in it. Dr. Dolliver complied submissively, and the Colonel, with dull,&#13;
unkindly eyes, looked at him sternly, and with a kind of intelligence&#13;
amid the aged stolidity of his aspect, that somewhat puzzled the&#13;
Doctor. In this way he surveyed him all over, like a judge, when he&#13;
means to hang a man, and for some reason or none, the apothecary felt&#13;
his nerves shake, beneath this steadfast look.</p><p>"Aha! Doctor!" said the Colonel at last, with a doltish sneer, "you&#13;
bear your years well."</p><p>"Decently well, Colonel; I thank Providence for it," answered the meek&#13;
apothecary.</p><p>"I should say," quoth the Colonel, "you are younger at this moment than&#13;
when we spoke together two or three years ago. I noted then that your&#13;
eyebrows were a handsome snow-white, such as befits a man who has&#13;
passed beyond his threescore years and ten, and five years more. Why,&#13;
they are getting dark again, Mr. Apothecary."</p><p>"Nay, your worship must needs be mistaken there," said the Doctor, with&#13;
a timorous chuckle. "It is many a year since I have taken a deliberate&#13;
note of my wretched old visage in a glass, but I remember they were&#13;
white when I looked last."</p><p>"Come, Doctor, I know a thing or two," said the Colonel, with a bitter&#13;
scoff; "and what's this, you old rogue? Why, you've rubbed away a&#13;
wrinkle since we met. Take off those infernal spectacles, and look me&#13;
in the face. Ha! I see the devil in your eye. How dare you let it shine&#13;
upon me so?"</p><p>"On my conscience, Colonel," said the apothecary, strangely struck with&#13;
the coincidence of this accusation with little Pansie's complaint, "I&#13;
know not what you mean. My sight is pretty well for a man of my age. We&#13;
near-sighted people begin to know our best eyesight, when other people&#13;
have lost theirs."</p><p>"Ah! ah! old rogue," repeated the insufferable Colonel, gnashing his&#13;
ruined teeth at him, as if, for some incomprehensible reason, he wished&#13;
to tear him to pieces and devour him. "I know you. You are taking the&#13;
life away from me, villain! and I told you it was my inheritance. And I&#13;
told you there was a Bloody Footstep, bearing its track down through my&#13;
race.</p><p>"I remember nothing of it," said the Doctor, in a quake, sure that the&#13;
Colonel was in one of his mad fits. "And on the word of an honest man,&#13;
I never wronged you in my life, Colonel."</p><p>"We shall see," said the Colonel, whose wrinkled visage grew absolutely&#13;
terrible with its hardness; and his dull eyes, without losing their&#13;
dulness, seemed to look through him.</p><p>"Listen to me, sir. Some ten years ago, there came to you a man on a&#13;
secret business. He had an old musty bit of parchment, on which were&#13;
written some words, hardly legible, in an antique hand,--an old deed,&#13;
it might have been,--some family document, and here and there the&#13;
letters were faded away. But this man had spent his life over it, and&#13;
he had made out the meaning, and he interpreted it to you, and left it&#13;
with you, only there was one gap,--one torn or obliterated place. Well,&#13;
sir,--and he bade you, with your poor little skill at the mortar, and&#13;
for a certain sum,--ample repayment for such a service,--to manufacture&#13;
this medicine,--this cordial. It was an affair of months. And just when&#13;
you thought it finished, the man came again, and stood over your cursed&#13;
beverage, and shook a powder, or dropped a lump into it, or put in some&#13;
ingredient, in which was all the hidden virtue,--or, at least, it drew&#13;
out all the hidden virtue of the mean and common herbs, and married&#13;
them into a wondrous efficacy. This done, the man bade you do certain&#13;
other things with the potation, and went away"--the Colonel hesitated a&#13;
moment--"and never came back again."</p><p>"Surely, Colonel, you are correct," said the apothecary; much startled,&#13;
however, at the Colonel's showing himself so well acquainted with an&#13;
incident which he had supposed a secret with himself alone. Yet he had&#13;
a little reluctance in owning it, although he did not exactly&#13;
understand why, since the Colonel had, apparently, no rightful claim to&#13;
it, at all events.</p><p>"That medicine, that receipt," continued his visitor, "is my hereditary&#13;
property, and I challenge you, on your peril, to give it up."</p><p>"But what if the original owner should call upon me for it," objected&#13;
Dr. Dolliver.</p><p>"I'll warrant you against that," said the Colonel; and the apothecary&#13;
thought there was something ghastly in his look and tone. "Why, 't is&#13;
ten year, you old fool; and do you think a man with a treasure like&#13;
that in his possession would have waited so long?"</p><p>"Seven years it was ago," said the apothecary. "Septem annis passatis:&#13;
so says the Latin."</p><p>"Curse your Latin," answers the Colonel. "Produce the stuff. You have&#13;
been violating the first rule of your trade,--taking your own&#13;
drugs,--your own, in one sense; mine by the right of three hundred&#13;
years. Bring it forth, I say!"</p><p>"Pray excuse me, worthy Colonel," pleaded the apothecary; for though&#13;
convinced that the old gentleman was only in one of his insane fits,&#13;
when he talked of the value of this concoction, yet he really did not&#13;
like to give up the cordial, which perhaps had wrought him some&#13;
benefit. Besides, he had at least a claim upon it for much trouble and&#13;
skill expended in its composition. This he suggested to the Colonel,&#13;
who scornfully took out of his pocket a net-work purse, with more&#13;
golden guineas in it than the apothecary had seen in the whole seven&#13;
years, and was rude enough to fling it in his face. "Take that,"&#13;
thundered he, "and give up the thing, or I will have you in prison&#13;
before you are an hour older. Nay," he continued, growing pale, which&#13;
was his mode of showing terrible wrath; since all through life, till&#13;
extreme age quenched it, his ordinary face had been a blazing-red,&#13;
"I'll put you to death, you villain, as I've a right!" And thrusting&#13;
his hand into his waistcoat pocket, lo! the madman took a small pistol&#13;
from it, which he cocked, and presented at the poor apothecary. The old&#13;
fellow, quaked and cowered in his chair, and would indeed have given&#13;
his whole shopful of better concocted medicines than this, to be out of&#13;
this danger. Besides, there were the guineas; the Colonel had paid him&#13;
a princely sum for what was probably worth nothing.</p><p>"Hold! hold!" cried he as the Colonel, with stern eye pointed the&#13;
pistol at his head. "You shall have it."</p><p>So he rose all trembling, and crept to that secret cupboard, where the&#13;
precious bottle--since precious it seemed to be--was reposited. In all&#13;
his life, long as it had been, the apothecary had never before been&#13;
threatened by a deadly weapon; though many as deadly a thing had he&#13;
seen poured into a glass, without winking. And so it seemed to take his&#13;
heart and life away, and he brought the cordial forth feebly, and stood&#13;
tremulously before the Colonel, ashy pale, and looking ten years older&#13;
than his real age, instead of five years younger, as he had seemed just&#13;
before this disastrous interview with the Colonel.</p><p>"You look as if you needed a drop of it yourself," said Colonel Dabney,&#13;
with great scorn. "But not a drop shall you have. Already have you&#13;
stolen too much," said he, lifting up the bottle, and marking the space&#13;
to which the liquor had subsided in it in consequence of the minute&#13;
doses with which the apothecary had made free. "Fool, had you taken&#13;
your glass like a man, you might have been young again. Now, creep on,&#13;
the few months you have left, poor, torpid knave, and die! Come--a&#13;
goblet! quick!"</p><p>He clutched the bottle meanwhile voraciously, miserly, eagerly,&#13;
furiously, as if it were his life that he held in his grasp; angry,&#13;
impatient, as if something long sought were within his reach, and not&#13;
yet secure,--with longing thirst and desire; suspicious of the world&#13;
and of fate; feeling as if an iron hand were over him, and a crowd of&#13;
violent robbers round about him, struggling for it. At last, unable to&#13;
wait longer, just as the apothecary was tottering away in quest of a&#13;
drinking-glass, the Colonel took out the stopple, and lifted the flask&#13;
itself to his lips.</p><p>"For Heaven's sake, no!" cried the Doctor. "The dose is one single&#13;
drop!--one drop, Colonel, one drop!"</p><p>"Not a drop to save your wretched old soul," responded the Colonel;&#13;
probably thinking that the apothecary was pleading for a small share of&#13;
the precious liquor. He put it to his lips, and, as if quenching a&#13;
lifelong thirst, swallowed deep draughts, sucking it in with&#13;
desperation, till, void of breath, he set it down upon the table. The&#13;
rich, poignant perfume spread itself through the air.</p><p>The apothecary, with an instinctive carefulness that was rather&#13;
ludicrous under the circumstances, caught up the stopper, which the&#13;
Colonel had let fall, and forced it into the bottle to prevent any&#13;
farther escape of virtue. He then fearfully watched the result of the&#13;
madman's potation.</p><p>The Colonel sat a moment in his chair, panting for breath; then started&#13;
to his feet with a prompt vigor that contrasted widely with the infirm&#13;
and rheumatic movements that had heretofore characterized him. He&#13;
struck his forehead violently with one hand, and smote his chest with&#13;
the other: he stamped his foot thunderously on the ground; then he&#13;
leaped up to the ceiling, and came down with an elastic bound. Then he&#13;
laughed, a wild, exulting ha! ha! with a strange triumphant roar that&#13;
filled the house and reechoed through it; a sound full of fierce,&#13;
animal rapture,--enjoyment of sensual life mixed up with a sort of&#13;
horror. After all, real as it was, it was like the sounds a man makes&#13;
in a dream. And this, while the potent draught seemed still to be&#13;
making its way through his system; and the frightened apothecary&#13;
thought that he intended a revengeful onslaught upon himself. Finally,&#13;
he uttered a loud unearthly screech, in the midst of which his voice&#13;
broke, as if some unseen hand were throttling him, and, starting&#13;
forward, he fought frantically, as if he would clutch the life that was&#13;
being rent away,--and fell forward with a dead thump upon the floor.</p><p>"Colonel! Colonel!" cried the terrified Doctor.</p><p>The feeble old man, with difficulty, turned over the heavy frame, and&#13;
saw at once, with practised eye, that he was dead. He set him up, and&#13;
the corpse looked at him with angry reproach. He was so startled, that&#13;
his subsequent recollections of the moment were neither distinct nor&#13;
steadfast; but he fancied, though he told the strange impression to no&#13;
one, that on his first glimpse of the face, with a dark flush of what&#13;
looked like rage still upon it, it was a young man's face that he&#13;
saw,--a face with all the passionate energy of early manhood,--the&#13;
capacity for furious anger which the man had lost half a century ago,&#13;
crammed to the brim with vigor till it became agony. But the next&#13;
moment, if it were so (which it could not have been), the face grew&#13;
ashen, withered, shrunken, more aged than in life, though still the&#13;
murderous fierceness remained, and seemed to be petrified forever upon&#13;
it.</p><p>After a moment's bewilderment, Dolliver ran to the window looking to&#13;
the street, threw it open, and called loudly for assistance. He opened&#13;
also another window, for the air to blow through, for he was almost&#13;
stifled with the rich odor of the cordial which filled the room, and&#13;
was now exuded from the corpse.</p><p>He heard the voice of Pansie, crying at the door, which was locked,&#13;
and, turning the key, he caught her in his arms, and hastened with her&#13;
below stairs, to give her into the charge of Martha, who seemed half&#13;
stupefied with a sense of something awful that had occurred.</p><p>Meanwhile there was a rattling and a banging at the street portal, to&#13;
which several people had been attracted both by the Doctor's outcry&#13;
from the window, and by the awful screech in which the Colonel's spirit&#13;
(if, indeed, he had that divine part) had just previously taken its&#13;
flight.</p><p>He let them in, and, pale and shivering, ushered them up to the&#13;
death-chamber, where one or two, with a more delicate sense of smelling&#13;
than the rest, snuffed the atmosphere, as if sensible of an unknown&#13;
fragrance, yet appeared afraid to breathe, when they saw the terrific&#13;
countenance leaning back against the chair, and eying them so&#13;
truculently.</p><p>I would fain quit the scene and have done with the Colonel, who, I am&#13;
glad, has happened to die at so early a period of the narrative. I&#13;
therefore hasten to say that a coroner's inquest was held on the spot,&#13;
though everybody felt that it was merely ceremonial, and that the&#13;
testimony of their good and ancient townsman, Dr. Dolliver, was amply&#13;
sufficient to settle the matter. The verdict was, "Death by the&#13;
visitation of God."</p><p>The apothecary gave evidence that the Colonel, without asking leave,&#13;
and positively against his advice, had drunk a quantity of distilled&#13;
spirits; and one or two servants, or members of the Colonel's family,&#13;
testified that he had been in a very uncomfortable state of mind for&#13;
some days past, so that they fancied he was insane. Therefore nobody&#13;
thought of blaming Dr. Dolliver for what had happened; and, if the&#13;
plain truth must be told, everybody who saw the wretch was too well&#13;
content to be rid of him, to trouble themselves more than was quite&#13;
necessary about the way in which the incumbrance had been removed.</p><p>The corpse was taken to the mansion in order to receive a magnificent&#13;
funeral; and Dr. Dolliver was left outwardly in quiet, but much&#13;
disturbed, and indeed almost overwhelmed inwardly, by what had happened.</p><p>Yet it is to be observed, that he had accounted for the death with a&#13;
singular dexterity of expression, when he attributed it to a dose of&#13;
distilled spirits. What kind of distilled spirits were those, Doctor?&#13;
and will you venture to take any more of them?</p><p>End of Project Gutenberg's The Dolliver Romance, by Nathaniel Hawthorne</p></section></body></FictionBook>
