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<FictionBook xmlns="http://www.gribuser.ru/xml/fictionbook/2.0" xmlns:l="http://www.w3.org/1999/xlink"><description><title-info><author><first-name>Emma Gellibrand</first-name></author><book-title>J. Cole</book-title><lang>uk</lang></title-info></description><body><section><p>Produced by Charles Franks and the DP Team</p><p>J. COLE</p><p>By Emma Gellibrand</p><p>[Illustration: “'WHO ARE YOU, MY CHILD?' I SAID'--Page 3&#13;
(_Frontispiece_)]</p><p>J. COLE.</p><p>“HONNERD MADAM,</p><p>“Wich i hav seed in the paper a page Boy wanted, and begs to say J. Cole&#13;
is over thertene, and I can clene plate, wich my brutther is under a&#13;
butler and lernd me, and I can wate, and no how to clene winders and&#13;
boots. J. Cole opes you will let me cum. I arsks 8 and all found. if you&#13;
do my washin I will take sevven. J. Cole will serve you well and opes to&#13;
giv sattisfaxshun. i can cum tomorrer.     J. COLE.</p><p>“P.S.--He is not verry torl but growin. My brutther is a verry good&#13;
hite. i am sharp and can rede and rite and can hadd figgers if you&#13;
like.”</p><p>*       *       *       *       *       *       *</p><p>CHAPTER I.</p><p>I had advertised for a page-boy, and having puzzled through some dozens&#13;
of answers, more or less illegible and impossible to understand, had&#13;
come to the last one of the packet, of which the above is an exact copy.</p><p>The epistle was enclosed in a clumsy envelope, evidently home-made,&#13;
with the aid of scissors and gum, and was written on a half-sheet of&#13;
letter-paper, in a large hand, with many blots and smears, on pencilled&#13;
lines.</p><p>There was something quaint and straightforward in the letter, in spite&#13;
of the utter ignorance of grammar and spelling; and while I smiled at&#13;
the evident pride in the “brutther” who was a “verry good hite,” and&#13;
the offer to take less wages if “I would do his washin,” I found myself&#13;
wondering what sort of waif upon the sea of life was this not very tall&#13;
person, over thirteen, who “would serve me well.”</p><p>I had many letters to answer and several appointments to make, and&#13;
had scarcely made up my mind whether or not to trouble to write to my&#13;
accomplished correspondent, who was “sharp, and could rede and rite, and&#13;
hadd figgers,” when, a shadow falling on the ground by me as I sat by&#13;
the open window, I looked up, and saw, standing opposite my chair, a&#13;
boy,--the very smallest boy, with the very largest blue eyes I ever saw.&#13;
The clothes on his little limbs were evidently meant for somebody almost&#13;
double his size, but they were clean and tidy.</p><p>In one hand he held a bundle, tied in a red handkerchief, and in the&#13;
other a bunch of wild-flowers that bore signs of having travelled far in&#13;
the heat of the sun, their blossoms hanging down, dusty and fading, and&#13;
their petals dropping one by one on the ground.</p><p>“Who are you, my child?” I said, “and what do you want?”</p><p>At my question the boy placed his flowers on my table, and, pulling off&#13;
his cap, made a queer movement with his feet, as though he were trying&#13;
to step backwards with both at once, and said, in a voice so deep that&#13;
it quite startled me, so strangely did it seem to belong to the size of&#13;
the clothes, and not the wearer,--</p><p>“Please'm, it's J. Cole; and I've come to live with yer. I've brought&#13;
all my clothes, and every think.”</p><p>For the moment I felt a little bewildered, so impossible did it seem&#13;
that the small specimen of humanity before me was actually intending to&#13;
enter anybody's service; he looked so childish and wistful, and yet with&#13;
a certain honesty of purpose shining out of those big, wide-open eyes,&#13;
that interested me in him, and made me want to know more of him.</p><p>“You are very small to go into service,” I said, “and I am afraid you&#13;
could not do the work I should require; besides, you should have waited&#13;
to hear from me, and then have come to see me, if I wanted you to do&#13;
so.”</p><p>“Yes, I know I'm not very big,” said the boy, nervously fidgeting with&#13;
his bundle; “leastways not in hite; but my arms is that long, they'll&#13;
reach ever so 'igh above my 'ed, and as for bein' strong, you should&#13;
jest see me lift my father's big market basket when it's loaded with&#13;
'taters, or wotever is for market, and I hope you'll not be angry&#13;
because I come to-day; but Dick--that's my brutther Dick--he says, 'You&#13;
foller my advice, Joe,' he says, 'and go arter this 'ere place, and&#13;
don't let no grass grow under your feet. I knows what it is goin' arter&#13;
places; there's such lots a fitin' after 'em, that if you lets so much&#13;
as a hour go afore yer looks 'em up, there's them as slips in fust gets&#13;
it; and wen yer goes to the door they opens it and sez, “It ain't no&#13;
use, boy, we're sooted;” and then where are yer, I'd like to know? 'So,'&#13;
sez he, 'Joe, you look sharp and go, and maybe you'll get it.' So I&#13;
come, mum, and please, that's all.”</p><p>“But about your character, my boy,” I said. “You must have somebody to&#13;
speak for you, and say you are honest, and what you are able to do. I&#13;
always want a good character with my servants; the last page-boy I had&#13;
brought three years' good character from his former situation.”</p><p>“Lor!” said Joe, with a serious look, “did he stay three years in a&#13;
place afore he came to you? Wotever did he leave them people for, where&#13;
he were so comfortable? If I stay with you three years, you won't catch&#13;
me a leavin' yer, and goin' somewheres else. Wot a muff that chap was!”</p><p>I explained that it did not always depend on whether a servant wanted to&#13;
stay or not, but whether it suited the employers to keep him.</p><p>“'Praps he did somethin', and they giv' 'im the sack,” murmured Joe; “he&#13;
was a flat!”</p><p>“But about this character of yours,” I said; “if I decide to give you a&#13;
trial, although I am almost sure you are too small, and won't do, where&#13;
am I to go for your character? Will the people where your brother lives&#13;
speak for you?”</p><p>“Oh, yes!” cried the little fellow, his cheeks flushing; “I know Dick'll&#13;
ask 'em to give me a caricter. Miss Edith, I often cleaned 'er boots.&#13;
Once she come 'ome in the mud, and was a-goin' out agin directly; and&#13;
they was lace-ups, and a orful bother to do up even; and she come into&#13;
the stable-yard with 'er dog, and sez: 'Dick, will you chain Tiger up,&#13;
and this little boy may clean my boots if he likes, on my feet?' So I&#13;
cleaned 'em, and she giv' me sixpence; and after that, when the boots&#13;
come down in the mornin', I got Dick always to let me clean them little&#13;
boots, and I kep 'em clean in the insides, like the lady's maid she told&#13;
me not to put my 'ands inside 'em if they was black. Miss Edith, she'll&#13;
giv me a caricter, if Dick asks 'er.”</p><p>Just then the visitors' bell rang; and I sent my would-be page into the&#13;
kitchen to wait until I could speak to him again, and told him to ask&#13;
the cook to give him something to eat.</p><p>“Here are your flowers,” I said; “take them with you.”</p><p>He looked at me, and then, as if ashamed of having offered them,&#13;
gathered them up in his hands, and with the corner of the red&#13;
handkerchief wiped some few leaves and dust-marks off my table, then&#13;
saying in a low voice, “I didn't know you 'ad beauties of yer own, like&#13;
them in the glass pots, but I'll giv' 'em to the cook.” So saying, he&#13;
went away into the kitchen, and my visitors came in, and by and by some&#13;
more friends arrived.</p><p>The weather was very warm, and we sat chattering and enjoying the&#13;
shade of the trees by the open French window. Presently, somebody being&#13;
thirsty, I suggested lemonade and ice, and I offered strawberries,&#13;
and (if possible) cream; though my mind misgave me as to the latter&#13;
delicacy, for we had several times been obliged to do without some of&#13;
our luxuries if they entailed “_fetching_,” as we had no boy to run&#13;
errands quickly on an emergency and be useful. However, I rang the&#13;
bell; and when the housemaid, whose temper, since she had been what is&#13;
curiously termed in servants'-hall language “single-handed,” was most&#13;
trying, entered, I said, “Make some lemonade, Mary, and ask cook to&#13;
gather some strawberries quickly, and bring them, with some cream.”</p><p>Mary looked at me as who should say, “Well, I'm sure! and who's to do it&#13;
all? You'll have to wait a bit.” And I know we should have to wait, and&#13;
therefore resigned myself to do so patiently, keeping up the ball of&#13;
gossip, and wondering if a little music later on would perhaps while&#13;
away the time.</p><p>Much to my amazement, in less than a quarter of an hour Mary entered&#13;
with the tray, all being prepared; and directly I looked at the&#13;
strawberry-bowl I detected a novel feature in the table decoration. A&#13;
practised hand had evidently been at work; but whose? Mary was far too&#13;
matter-of-fact a person. Food, plates, knives and forks, glasses, and a&#13;
cruet-stand were all she ever thought necessary; and even for a centre&#13;
vase of flowers I had to ask, and often to insist, during the time she&#13;
was single-handed.</p><p>But here was my strawberry-bowl, a pretty one, even when unadorned,&#13;
with its pure white porcelain stem, intwined with a wreath of blue&#13;
convolvulus, and then a spray of white, the petals just peeping over&#13;
the edge of the bowl, and resting near the luscious red fruit; the&#13;
cream-jug, also white, had twining flowers of blue, and round the&#13;
lemonade-jug, of glass, was a wreath of yellow blossoms.</p><p>“How exquisite!” exclaimed we all. “What fairy could have bestowed such&#13;
a treat to our eyes and delight to our sense of the beautiful?”</p><p>I supposed some friend of the cook's or Mary's had been taking lessons&#13;
in the art of decoration, and had given us a specimen.</p><p>Soon after, my friends having gone, I thought of J. Cole waiting to be&#13;
dismissed, and sent for him.</p><p>Cook came in, and with a preliminary “Ahem!” which I knew of old meant,&#13;
“I have an idea of my own, and I mean to get it carried out,” said,&#13;
“Oh, if you please 'm, if I might be so bold, did you think serious of&#13;
engagin' the boy that's waitin' in the kitchen?”</p><p>“Why do you ask, Cook?” I said.</p><p>“Well, ma'am,” she replied, trying to hide a laugh, “of course it's not&#13;
for me to presume; but, if I might say a word for him, I think he's the&#13;
very handiest and the sharpest one we've ever had in this house, and&#13;
we've had a many, as you know. Why, if you'd only have seen him when&#13;
Mary come in in her tantrums at 'aving to get the tray single-handed,&#13;
and begun a-grumblin' and a-bangin' things about, as is her way, being&#13;
of a quick temper, though, as I tells her, too slow a-movin' of herself.&#13;
As I were a-sayin', you should have seen that boy. If he didn't up and&#13;
leave his bread and butter and mug of milk, as he was a-enjoyin' of as&#13;
'arty as you like, and, 'Look 'ere,' says he, 'giv' me the jug. I'll&#13;
make some fine drink with lemons. I see Dick do it often up at his&#13;
place. Giv' me the squeezer. Wait till I washes my 'ands. I won't be&#13;
a minnit.' Then in he rushes into the scullery, washes his hands, runs&#13;
back again in a jiffy. 'Got any snow sugar? I mean all done fine like&#13;
snow.' I gave it him; and, sure enough, his little hands moved that&#13;
quick, he had made the lemonade before Mary would have squeezed a lemon.&#13;
'Where do yer buy the cream?' he says next. 'I'll run and get it while&#13;
you picks the strawberries.' Perhaps it wasn't right, me a trustin' him,&#13;
being a stranger, but he was that quick I couldn't say no. Up he takes&#13;
the jug, and was off; and when I come in from the garden with the&#13;
strawberries, if he hadn't been and put all them flowers on the things.&#13;
He begs my pardon for interfering like, and says, 'I 'ope you'll excuse&#13;
me a-doin' of it, but the woman at the milk-shop said I might 'ave 'em;&#13;
and I see the butler where Dick lives wind the flowers about like that,&#13;
and 'ave 'elped 'im often; and, please, I paid for the cream, because&#13;
I'd got two bob of my own, Dick giv' me on my birthday. Oh, I do 'ope,&#13;
Mrs. Cook,' he says, 'that the lady'll take me; I 'll serve 'er well, I&#13;
will, indeed;' and then he begins to cry and tremble, poor little chap,&#13;
for he'd been running about a lot, and never eaten or drank what I&#13;
gave him, because he wanted to help, and it was hot in the kitchen, I&#13;
suppose, and he felt faint like, but there he is, crying; and just now,&#13;
when the bell rung, which was two great big boys after the place, he&#13;
says, 'Oh, please say “We're sooted,” and ask the lady if I may stay.'&#13;
So, I've taken the liberty, ma'am,” said Cook, “for somehow I like that&#13;
little chap, and there's a deal in him, I do believe.”</p><p>So saying, Cook retired; and, in a moment, J. Cole was standing in her&#13;
place, the blue eyes brimming over with tears, and an eager anxiety as&#13;
to what his fate would be making his poor little hands clutch at his&#13;
coat-sleeves, and his feet shuffle about so nervously, that I had not&#13;
the courage to grieve him by a refusal.</p><p>“Well, Joseph,” I said, “I have decided to give you a month's trial. I&#13;
shall write to the gentleman who employs your brother; and if he speaks&#13;
well of you, you may stay.”</p><p>“And may I stay now, please?” he said. “May I stay before you gets any&#13;
answer to your letter to say I'm all right? I think you'd better let me;&#13;
there ain't no boy; and Mrs. Cook and Mary'll 'ave a lot to do. I can&#13;
stay in the stable, if you don't like to let me be in the house, afore&#13;
you writes the letter.”</p><p>“No, Joe,” I replied: “you may not be a good, honest boy, but I think&#13;
you are; and you shall stay here. Now go back to Mrs. Wilson, and finish&#13;
your milk, and eat something more if you can, then have a good rest and&#13;
a wash; they will show you where you are to sleep, and at dinner, this&#13;
evening, I shall see if you can wait at table.”</p><p>“Thank you very kindly,” said the boy, his whole face beaming with&#13;
delight, “and I'll be sure and do everythink I can for you.” Then he&#13;
went quickly out of the room; for I could see he was quite overcome, now&#13;
that the uncertainty was over.</p><p>Alone once more, I reasoned with myself, and felt I was doing an unwise&#13;
thing. Just at that time my husband was away on business for some&#13;
months; and I had no one to advise me, and no one to say me nay either.&#13;
My conscience told me my husband would say, “We cannot tell who this boy&#13;
is, where he has lived, or who are his associates; he may be connected&#13;
with a gang of thieves for what we know to the contrary. Wait, and have&#13;
proper references before trusting him in the house.”</p><p>And he would be right to say so to me, but not every one listens to&#13;
conscience when it points the opposite way to inclination. Well, J. Cole&#13;
remained; and when I entered the dining-room, to my solitary dinner, he&#13;
was there, with a face shining from soap and water, his curls evidently&#13;
soaped too, to make them go tidily on his forehead. The former page&#13;
having left his livery jacket and trousers, Mary had let Joe dress in&#13;
them, at his earnest request.</p><p>She told me afterwards that he had sewn up the clothes in the neatest&#13;
manner wherever they could be made smaller; and the effect of the&#13;
jacket, which he had stuffed out in the chest with hay, as we discovered&#13;
by the perfume, was very droll. He had a great love of bright colors,&#13;
and the trousers being large, showed bright red socks; the jacket&#13;
sleeves being much too short for the long arms, of which he was so&#13;
proud, allowed the wristbands of a vivid blue flannel shirt to be seen.</p><p>I was alone, so could put up with this droll figure at my elbow; but&#13;
the seriousness of his face was such a contrast to the comicality of the&#13;
rest of him, that I found myself beginning to smile every now and then,&#13;
but directly I saw the serious eyes on me, I felt obliged to become&#13;
grave at once.</p><p>The waiting at table I could not exactly pronounce a success; for,&#13;
although Joe's quick eyes detected in an instant if I wanted anything,&#13;
his anxiety to be “first in the field,” and give Mary no chance of&#13;
instructing him in his duties, made him collide against her more than&#13;
once in his hasty rushes to the sideboard and back to my elbow with the&#13;
dishes, which he generally handed to me long before he reached me, his&#13;
long arms enabling him to reach me with his hands while he was yet some&#13;
distance from me, and often on the wrong side. I also noticed when I&#13;
wanted water he lifted the water-bottle on high, and poured as though&#13;
it was something requiring a “head.” Mary nearly caused a catastrophe&#13;
at that moment by frowning at him, and saying, sotto voce, “Whatever are&#13;
you doing? Is that the way to pour out water? It ain't hale, stoopid!”</p><p>Joe's face became scarlet; and to hide his confusion he seized a&#13;
dish-cover, and hastily went out of the room with it, returning in a&#13;
moment pale and serious as became one who at heart was every inch a&#13;
family butler with immense responsibilities.</p><p>Joe was quiet and sharp, quick and intelligent; but I could see he was&#13;
quite new to waiting at table. To remove a dish was, I could see, his&#13;
greatest dread; and it amused me to see the cleverness with which he&#13;
managed that Mary should do that part of the duty.</p><p>When only my plate and a dish remained to be cleared away, he would&#13;
slowly get nearer as I got towards the last morsel, and before Mary had&#13;
time, would take my plate, and go quite slowly to the sideboard with it,&#13;
leisurely remove the knife and fork, watching meanwhile in the mirror&#13;
if Mary was about to take the dish away; if not he would take something&#13;
outside, or bring a decanter, and ask if I wanted wine.</p><p>I was, however, pleased to find him no more awkward, as I feared he&#13;
would have been, and when, having swept the grate and placed my solitary&#13;
wineglass and dessert-plate on the table, he retired, softly closing the&#13;
door after him, I felt I should make something of J. Cole, and hoped his&#13;
character would be good.</p><p>CHAPTER II.</p><p>The next morning a tastefully arranged vase of flowers in the centre of&#13;
the breakfast-table, and one magnificent rose and bud by my plate, were&#13;
silent but eloquent appeals to my interest on behalf of my would-be&#13;
page; and when Joe himself appeared, fresh from an hour's self-imposed&#13;
work in my garden, I saw he had become quite one of the family; for&#13;
Bogie, my little terrier, usually very snappish to strangers, and who&#13;
considered all boys as his natural enemies, was leaping about his&#13;
feet, evidently asking for more games, and our old magpie was perched&#13;
familiarly on his shoulder.</p><p>“Good-morning, Joe,” I said. “You are an early riser, I can see, by the&#13;
work you have already done in the garden.”</p><p>“Why, yes,” replied Joe, blushing, and touching an imaginary cap; “I'm&#13;
used to bein' up. There was ever so much to do of a mornin' at 'ome; and&#13;
I 'ad to 'elp father afore I could go to be with Dick, and I was with&#13;
Dick a'most every mornin' by seven, and a good mile and a arf to walk to&#13;
'is place. Shall I bring in the breakfust, mum? Mary's told me what to&#13;
do.”</p><p>Having given permission, Joe set to work to get through his duties, this&#13;
time without any help, and I actually trembled when I saw him enter with&#13;
a tray containing all things necessary for my morning meal, he looked so&#13;
over-weighted; but he was quite equal to it as far as landing the tray&#13;
safely on the sideboard. But, alas! then came the ordeal; not one thing&#13;
did poor Joe know where to place, and stood with the coffeepot in his&#13;
hand, undecided whether it went before me, or at the end of the table,&#13;
or whether he was to pour out my coffee for me.</p><p>I saw he was getting very nervous, so took it from him, and in order to&#13;
put him at his ease, I remarked,--</p><p>“I think, perhaps, I had better show you, Joe, just for once, how I like&#13;
my breakfast served, for every one has little ways of their own, you&#13;
know; and you will try to do it my way when you know how I like it,&#13;
won't you?”</p><p>Thereupon I arranged the dishes, etc., for him, and his big eyes&#13;
followed my every movement. The blinds wanted pulling down a little&#13;
presently, and then I began to realize one of the drawbacks in having&#13;
such a very small boy as page. Joe saw the sun's rays were nearly&#13;
blinding me, and wanted to shut them out; but on attempting to reach the&#13;
tassel attached to the cord, it was hopelessly beyond his reach. In vain&#13;
were the long arms stretched to their utmost, till the sleeves of the&#13;
ex-page's jacket retreated almost to Joe's elbows, but no use.</p><p>I watched, curious to see what he would do.</p><p>“Please 'm, might I fetch an 'all chair?” said Joe; “I'm afraid I'm&#13;
not big enuf to reach the tossle, but I won't pull 'em up so 'igh&#13;
to-morrow.”</p><p>I gave permission, and carefully the chair was steered among my tables&#13;
and china pots. Then Joe mounted, and by means of rising on the tips of&#13;
his toes he was able to accomplish the task of lowering the blinds.</p><p>I noticed at that time that Joe wore bright red socks, and I little&#13;
thought what a shock those bright-colored hose were to give me later on&#13;
under different circumstances.</p><p>That evening I had satisfactory letters regarding Joe's character, and&#13;
by degrees he became used to his new home, and we to him. His quaint&#13;
sayings and wonderful love of the truth, added to extreme cleanliness,&#13;
made him welcome in the somewhat exclusive circle in which my&#13;
housekeeper, Mrs. Wilson, reigned supreme.</p><p>Many a hearty burst of laughter came to me from the open kitchen-window&#13;
across the garden in the leisure hour, when, the servants' tea being&#13;
over, they sat at work, while Joe amused them with his stories and&#13;
reminiscences of the sayings and doings of his wonderful brother Dick.</p><p>This same Dick was evidently the one being Joe worshipped on earth, and&#13;
to keep his promises to Dick was a sacred duty.</p><p>“You don't know our Dick, Mrs. Wilson,” said Joe, to the old&#13;
housekeeper; “if you did, you'd understand why I no more dare go agen&#13;
wot Dick told me, than I dare put my 'and in that 'ere fire. When I were&#13;
quite a little chap, I took some big yaller plums once, out of one of&#13;
the punnits father was a-packin' for market, and I eat 'em. I don't know&#13;
to this hour wot made me take them plums; but I remember they were such&#13;
prime big uns, big as eggs they was, and like lumps of gold, with a sort&#13;
of blue shade over 'em. Father were very partikler about not 'avin' the&#13;
fruit 'andled and takin' the bloom off, and told me to cover 'em well&#13;
with leaves. It was a broilin' 'ot day, and I was tired, 'avin' been&#13;
stoopin' over the baskits since four in the morning, and as I put the&#13;
leaves over the plums I touched 'em; they felt so lovely and cool, and&#13;
looked so juicy-like, I felt I must eat one, and I did; there was just&#13;
six on 'em, and when I'd bin and eat one, there seemed such a empty&#13;
place left in the punnit, that I knew father'd be sure to see it, so I&#13;
eat 'em all, and then threw the punnit to one side. Just then, father&#13;
comes up and says, “Count them punnits, Dick! there ought to be forty&#13;
on 'em. Twenty picked large for Mr. Moses, and twenty usuals for&#13;
Marts!”--two of our best customers they was. Well, Dick, he counts 'em,&#13;
and soon misses one. 'Thirty-eight, thirty-nine,' he sez, and no more;&#13;
'but 'ere's a empty punnit,' he sez. I was standing near, feelin' awful,&#13;
and wished I'd said I'd eat the plums afore Dick begun to count 'em, but&#13;
I didn't, and after that I couldn't. 'Joe!' sez Dick, 'I wants yer! 'Ow&#13;
come this empty punnit 'ere, along of the others? there's plums bin&#13;
in it, I can see, 'cos it's not new. Speak up, youngster!' I looked&#13;
at Dick's face, Mrs. Wilson, and his eyes seemed to go right into my&#13;
throat, and draw the truth out of me. 'Speak up,' he sez, a-gettin'&#13;
cross; 'if you've prigged 'em, say so, and you'll get a good hidin'&#13;
from me, for a-doin' of it; but if you tells me a lie, you'll get such a&#13;
hidin' for that as 'll make you remember it all your life; so speak up,&#13;
say you did it, and take your hidin' like a brick, and if you didn't&#13;
prig 'em, say who did, 'cos you must 'av' seen 'em go.'</p><p>“I couldn't do nothin', Mrs. Wilson, but keep my 'ed down, and blubber&#13;
out, 'Please, Dick, I eat 'em.'</p><p>“'Oh, you did, yer young greedy, did yer,' he sez; 'I'm glad yer didn't&#13;
tell me a lie. I've got to giv' yer a hidin', Joe; but giv' us yer 'and,&#13;
old chap, first, and mind wot I sez to yer: “_Own up to it, wotever you&#13;
do_,” and take your punishment; it's 'ard to bear, but when the smart&#13;
on it's over yer forgets it; but if yer tells a lie to save yerself, yer&#13;
feels the smart of _that_ always; yer feels ashamed of yerself whenever&#13;
yer thinks of it.' And then Dick give me a thrashin', he did, but I&#13;
never 'ollered or made a row, tho' he hit pretty 'ard. And, Mrs. Wilson,&#13;
I never could look in Dick's face if I told a lie, and I never shall&#13;
tell one, I 'ope, as long as ever I live. You should just see Dick, Mrs.&#13;
Wilson, he is a one-er, he is.”</p><p>“Lor' bless the boy,” said Mary, the housemaid; “why, if he isn't&#13;
a-cryin' now. Whatever's the matter? One minnit you're makin' us larf&#13;
fit to kill ourselves, and then you're nearly makin' us cry with your&#13;
Dick, and your great eyes runnin' over like that. Now get away, and take&#13;
the dogs their supper, and see if you can't get a bit of color in your&#13;
cheeks before you come back.”</p><p>So off Joe went, and soon the frantic barking in the stable-yard showed&#13;
he had begun feeding his four-footed pets.</p><p>Time went on; it was a very quiet household just then--my husband away&#13;
in America, and my friends most of them enjoying their summer abroad,&#13;
or at some seaside place--all scattered here and there until autumn was&#13;
over, and then we were to move to town, and spend the winter season at&#13;
our house there. I hoped my dear sister and her girls would then&#13;
join us, and, best of all, my dear husband be home to make our circle&#13;
complete.</p><p>Day by day Joe progressed in favor with everybody; his size was always a&#13;
trouble, but his extreme good nature made everybody willing to help&#13;
him over his difficulties. He invented all sorts of curious tools for&#13;
reaching up to high places; and the marvels he would perform with a long&#13;
stick and a sort of claw at the end of it were quite astonishing.</p><p>I noticed whenever I spoke of going to town Joe did not seem to look&#13;
forward to the change with any pleasure, although he had never been to&#13;
London, he told me; but Dick had been once with his father, and had&#13;
seen lots of strange things; among others a sad one, that made a great&#13;
impression on Dick, and he had told the tale to Joe, so as to have&#13;
almost as great an effect on him.</p><p>It appeared that one night Dick and his father were crossing Waterloo&#13;
Bridge, and had seen a young girl running quickly along, crying&#13;
bitterly. Dick tried to keep up with her, and asked her what was the&#13;
matter. She told him to let her alone, that she meant to drown herself,&#13;
for she had nothing to live for, and was sick of her life. Dick&#13;
persuaded her to tell him her grief, and heard from her that her mother&#13;
and father had both been drowned in a steamer, and she was left with a&#13;
little brother to take care of; he had been a great trouble to her, and&#13;
had been led away by bad companions until he became thoroughly wicked.&#13;
She had been a milliner, and had a room of her own, and paid extra for a&#13;
little place where her brother could sleep. She fed and clothed him out&#13;
of her earnings, although he was idle, and cruel enough to scold and&#13;
abuse her when she tried to reason with him, and refused to let him&#13;
bring his bad companions to her home. At last he stole nearly all&#13;
she had, and pawned it; and among other things, some bonnets and caps&#13;
belonging to the people who employed her, given as patterns for her&#13;
to copy. These she had to pay for, and lost her situation besides. By&#13;
degrees all her clothes, her home, and all she had, went for food; and&#13;
then this wicked boy left her, and the next thing she knew was that he&#13;
had been taken up with a gang of burglars concerned in a jewel robbery.&#13;
That day she had seen him in prison, and he was to be transported for&#13;
seven years; so the poor creature, mad with grief, was about to end her&#13;
life. Dick and his father would not leave her until she was quiet, and&#13;
promised them she would go and get a bed and supper with the money they&#13;
gave her, and they promised to see her again the next day at a place&#13;
she named. The next morning they went to the address, and found a crowd&#13;
round the house. Somebody said a young woman had thrown herself out of&#13;
a window, and had been taken up dead. It was too true; and the girl was&#13;
the wretched, heart-broken sister they had helped over night. Her grief&#13;
had been too much for her, and, poor thing, she awoke to the light of&#13;
another day, and could not face it alone and destitute; so, despairing,&#13;
she had ended her life. They went to the hospital, and were allowed to&#13;
see all that remained of the poor creature; and Dick's description of it&#13;
all, and his opinion that the brother “might have been just such another&#13;
little chap at first as Joe,” and “What would that brother feel,” said&#13;
Dick, “when he knew what he had done? for he done it,” said Dick; “he&#13;
done that girl to death, the same as if he'd shov'd her out of that&#13;
winder hisself.”</p><p>“And,” said Joe, “I wonder if them chaps is goin' about London now wot&#13;
led her brother wrong? I don't like London; and I wish we could stop&#13;
'ere.”</p><p>I assured Joe that in London there was no danger of meeting such people&#13;
if he kept to himself, and made no friends of strangers.</p><p>Joe was also much afraid of having to wait at table when there were&#13;
guests. In spite of all I could do, he was hopelessly nervous and&#13;
confused when he had to wait on more than two or three people; and as I&#13;
expected to entertain a good deal when we were in town, I could not help&#13;
fearing Joe would be unequal to the duties.</p><p>I could not bear the idea of parting with the little fellow, for,&#13;
added to his good disposition, Joe, in his dark brown livery, with gilt&#13;
buttons, his neat little ties, and clean hands; his carefully brushed&#13;
curls, by this time trained into better order, and shining like&#13;
burnished gold in the sun; his tiny feet, with the favorite red socks,&#13;
which he could and did darn very neatly himself when they began to wear&#13;
out (and when he bought new ones they were always bright red),--Joe, let&#13;
me tell you, was quite an ornament in our establishment, and the envy&#13;
of several boys living in families round about, who tried in vain to&#13;
get acquainted with him, but he would not be friends, although he always&#13;
refused their advances with civil words.</p><p>Sometimes a boy would linger when bringing a note or message for me, and&#13;
try to draw Joe into conversation. In a few minutes I would hear Joe's&#13;
deep voice say, “I think you had better go on now. I've got my work to&#13;
do, and I reckon you've got yours a-waiting for yer at your place.” Then&#13;
the side-door would shut, and Joe was bustling about his work.</p><p>CHAPTER III.</p><p>In the beginning of October we arrived in London. There had been much&#13;
packing up, and much extra work for everybody, and Joe was in his&#13;
element.</p><p>What those long arms, and that willing heart, and those quick little&#13;
hands got through, nobody but those he helped and worked for could tell.&#13;
Whatever was wanted Joe knew where to find it. Joe's knife was ready to&#13;
cut a stubborn knot; Joe's shoulders ready to be loaded with as heavy&#13;
a weight as any man could carry. More than once I met him coming&#13;
down-stairs with large boxes he himself could almost have been packed&#13;
in, and he declared he did not find them too heavy.</p><p>“You see, Missis,” he said, “I'm that strong now since I've been here,&#13;
with all the good food I gets, and bein' so happy like, that I feel&#13;
almost up to carryin' anythink. I do believe I could lift that there&#13;
pianner, if somebody would just give it a hoist, and let me get hold of&#13;
it easy.”</p><p>Yes, Joe was strong and well, and I am sure, happy, and I had never had&#13;
a single misgiving about him since he stood with his fading flowers and&#13;
shabby clothes at my window that summer day.</p><p>At last we were settled in town, and the winter season beginning. Our&#13;
house was situated in the West End of London, a little beyond Bayswater.&#13;
One of a row of detached houses, facing another row exactly similar in&#13;
every way, except that the backs of those we lived in had small gardens,&#13;
with each its own stable wall at the end, with coachman's rooms above,&#13;
the front of the stable facing the mews, and having the entrance from&#13;
there; the mews ran all along the backs of these houses. On the opposite&#13;
side the houses facing ours had their gardens and back windows facing&#13;
the high-road, and no stables. There was a private road belonging to&#13;
this, Holling Park as it was called, and a watchman to keep intruders&#13;
out, and to stop organ-grinders, beggars, and such invaders of the peace&#13;
from disturbing us.</p><p>Somehow I was never as comfortable as in my snug cottage in the country.&#13;
Rich, fashionable people lived about us, and all day long kept up the&#13;
round of “society life.”</p><p>In the morning the large handsome houses would seem asleep, nothing&#13;
moving inside or out, except a tradesman's cart, calling for orders,&#13;
or workmen putting up or taking down awnings, at some house where there&#13;
would be, or had been, a ball or entertainment of some kind. About&#13;
eleven a carriage or two would be driven round from the mews, and stop&#13;
before a house to take some one for a morning drive; but very seldom&#13;
was anybody on foot seen about. In the afternoon it was&#13;
different,--carriages rolled along incessantly, and streams of afternoon&#13;
callers were going and coming from the houses when the mistress was&#13;
“at home;” and at my door, too, soon began the usual din of bell and&#13;
knocker. Joe was quite equal to the occasion, and enjoyed Friday, the&#13;
day I received. Dressed in his very best, and with a collar that kept&#13;
his chin in what seemed to me a fearful state of torture, but added to&#13;
his height by at least half an inch, Joe stood behind the hall-door,&#13;
ready to open it directly the knocker was released. He ushered in the&#13;
guests as though “to the manner born,” giving out the names correctly,&#13;
and with all the ease of an experienced groom of the chambers.</p><p>The conservatory leading out of the drawing-room was Joe's especial&#13;
pride; it was his great pleasure to syringe the hanging baskets, a&#13;
 were spent in little surprises for me in the form of pots of musk,&#13;
maiden-hair, or anything he could buy; his wages were all sent home, and&#13;
he only kept for his own whatever he had given to him, and sometimes a&#13;
guest would “tip” him more generously than I liked, for his bright eyes&#13;
and ready hands were always at everybody's service.</p><p>After my husband's return home, who from the first became Joe's especial&#13;
care, as to boots, brushing of clothes, etc., it became necessary to&#13;
give two or three dinner-parties, and I must confess I felt nervous as&#13;
to how Joe would acquit himself.</p><p>In our dining-room was a very large bear-skin rug, and the floor being&#13;
polished oak, it was dangerous to step on this rug, for it would slip&#13;
away from the feet on the smooth surface, and even the dogs avoided it,&#13;
so many falls had they met with upon it.</p><p>The first day of my husband's arrival we had my sister and a friend to&#13;
dine, and had been talking about Joe in the few moments before dinner.</p><p>My husband had been laughing at the size of my page, and scolding me a&#13;
little, or rather pretending to do so, for taking a written character.</p><p>“Little woman,” he said, “don't be surprised if one night a few country&#13;
burglars make us a visit, and renew their acquaintance with Mr. J.&#13;
Cole.”</p><p>“You don't know Joe,” I replied, “or you would never say that.”</p><p>“Do you know him so well, little wife?” said my dear sensible husband;&#13;
“remember he has only been in our service six months. In the country he&#13;
had very little of value in his hands, but here, it seems to me, he&#13;
has too much. All the plate, and indeed everything of value, is in his&#13;
pantry, and he is a very young boy to trust. One of the women servants&#13;
should take charge of the plate-chest, I think. Where does this paragon&#13;
sleep?”</p><p>“Down-stairs,” I said, “next to the kitchen, at the back of the&#13;
house; and you should see how carefully every night he looks to the&#13;
plate-basket, counts everything, and then asks Mrs. Wilson to see it is&#13;
right, locks it up, and gives her the key to take care of. No one can&#13;
either open or carry away an iron safe easily, and there is nothing else&#13;
worth taking; besides, I know Joe is honest, I feel it.”</p><p>“Well, I hope so, dear,” was my husband's reply, but I could see he was&#13;
not quite comfortable about it.</p><p>At dinner that day Joe had an accident; he was dreadfully nervous, as&#13;
usual, and when waiting, he forgot to attend to my guests first, but&#13;
always came to me. The parlor-maid, a new one, and not a great favorite&#13;
with Joe, made matters worse by correcting him in an audible voice; and&#13;
once, when somebody wanted oyster-sauce, she told Joe to hand it. The&#13;
poor boy, wishing to obey quickly, forgot to give the bear-skin a wide&#13;
berth, slipped on it, and in a moment had fallen full length, having in&#13;
his fall deposited the contents of the sauce-tureen partly into a blue&#13;
leather armchair, and the rest onto my sister's back.</p><p>The boy's consternation was dreadful. I could see he was completely&#13;
overcome with fright and sorrow for what he had done. He got up, and all&#13;
his trembling lips could say was, “Oh, please, I'm so sorry; it was the&#13;
bear as tripped me up. I am so very sorry.”</p><p>Even my husband could scarcely keep from smiling, the sorrow was so&#13;
genuine, the sense of shame so true.</p><p>“There, never mind, Joe,” he said kindly; “you must be more careful. Now&#13;
run and get a sponge, and do the best you can with it.”</p><p>After that Joe had the greatest terror of that treacherous skin, and I&#13;
heard him telling the parlor-maid about it.</p><p>“You mind,” he said, “or that bear'll ketch 'old of yer. I shan't forget&#13;
how he ketched 'old of my leg that day and knocked me over; so you'd&#13;
better take care, and not go nigher than you can 'elp. He's always&#13;
a-lookin' out to ketch yer, but he won't 'ave me no more, I can tell&#13;
him.”</p><p>This fall of Joe's made him still more nervous of waiting at table, and&#13;
at last, when he had made some very serious mistakes, I had to speak to&#13;
him and tell him I was afraid, if he did not soon learn to wait better,&#13;
I must send him away, for his master was annoyed at the mistakes he&#13;
made, such as pouring port instead of sherry, giving cold plates when&#13;
hot ones were required, handing dishes on the wrong side, etc.</p><p>My little lecture was listened to quietly and humbly, and Joe had turned&#13;
to go away, when, to my surprise and distress, he suddenly burst into a&#13;
perfect passion of tears and sobs.</p><p>“I will try and learn myself,” he said, as well as his sobs would let&#13;
him, “indeed, I will. I know I'm stoopid. I sez to myself every&#13;
time company comes, 'I'll mind wot I'm about, and remember dishes&#13;
left-'anded, pour-in's out right, sherry wine's yeller, and port wine&#13;
afterwards with the nuts, grapes, and things; and the cruits when&#13;
there's fish, and begin with the strangerest lady next to master's side,&#13;
and 'elp missus last.' I knows it all, but when they're all sittin'&#13;
down, and everybody wantin' somethin', I don't know if Jane's a-goin'&#13;
to giv' it 'em, or I am; and I gets stoopid, and my 'ands shakes, and&#13;
somehow I can't do nothin'; but please don't send me away. I do like you&#13;
and the master. I'll ask Jane to learn me better. You see if I don't.&#13;
Oh, please'm, say you'll try me!”</p><p>What could I say but “yes,” and for a day or two Joe did better, but&#13;
we were a small party, and the waiting was easy; but shortly we were to&#13;
have a large dinner-party, and as the time drew near, Joe became quite&#13;
pale and anxious.</p><p>About this time, too, I had been awakened at night by curious&#13;
sounds down-stairs, as of somebody moving about, and once I heard an&#13;
unmistakable fall of some heavy article.</p><p>My husband assured me it was nothing alarming, and he went down-stairs,&#13;
but could neither hear or see anything unusual. All was quiet.</p><p>Another night I felt sure I heard sounds down-stairs; and in spite of&#13;
my husband's advice to remain still, I called Mrs. Wilson, and entreated&#13;
her to come down to the kitchen-floor with me. It was so very easy, I&#13;
knew, for anybody to enter the house from the back, and there being&#13;
a deep area all round, they could work away with their tools at the&#13;
ground-floor back windows unseen. Any one could get on the top of&#13;
the stable from the mews, drop into the garden, and be safe; for the&#13;
watchman and policeman were on duty in the front of the house only, the&#13;
back was quite unprotected. True, there were iron bars to Joe's window&#13;
and the kitchen, but iron bars could be sawed through, and I lived in&#13;
dread of burglars.</p><p>This night Mrs. Wilson and I went softly down, and as we neared the&#13;
kitchen stairs, I heard a voice say in a whisper, “Make haste!”</p><p>“There, Mrs. Wilson, did you hear that?” I said. “Was that imagination?”</p><p>“No, ma'am,” she replied; “there's somebody talking, and I believe it's&#13;
in Joe's room. Let us go up and fetch the master.”</p><p>So we returned up-stairs, and soon my husband stood with us at the door&#13;
of Joe's room.</p><p>“Open the door, Joe!” cried my husband. “Who have you got there?”</p><p>“Nobody, please, sir,” said a trembling voice.</p><p>“Open the door at once!” said the master, and in a moment it was opened.&#13;
Joe stood there very pale, but with no sort of fear in his face.&#13;
There was nobody in the room, and as Joe had certainly been in bed, we&#13;
concluded he must have talked in his sleep, and, perhaps, walked about&#13;
also, for what we knew.</p><p>The day before the dinner-party, Cook came and told me she felt sure&#13;
there was something wrong with Joe. He was so changed from what he used&#13;
to be; there was no getting him to wake in the morning, and he seemed so&#13;
heavy with sleep, as if he had no rest at night. Also Cook had proofs&#13;
of his having been in her kitchen after he was supposed to have gone to&#13;
bed; chairs were moved, and several things not where she had left them.&#13;
She had asked Joe, and he replied he did go into the kitchen, but would&#13;
not say what for.</p><p>I did not like to talk to Joe that day, so decided to wait till after&#13;
the dinner, and I would then insist on the mystery being cleared up.&#13;
I knew Joe would tell the truth; my trust was unshaken, although&#13;
circumstances seemed against him.</p><p>That night Mrs. Wilson came to my door, and said she was sure Joe was at&#13;
his nightwork again, for she could see from her bedroom window a light&#13;
reflected on the stable wall, which must be in his room.</p><p>“How can we find out,” I said, “what he is doing?”</p><p>“That is easily done,” said my husband. “We can go out at the&#13;
garden-door, and down the steps leading from the garden into the area;&#13;
they are opposite his window. We can look through the Venetian blinds,&#13;
if they are down, and see for ourselves. He won't be able to see us.”</p><p>Accordingly, having first wrapped up in our furs, we went down, and were&#13;
soon at Joe's window, standing in the area that surrounded the house.&#13;
The laths of the blind were some of them open, and between them we saw&#13;
distinctly all over the room.</p><p>At first we could not understand the strange sight that met our gaze.</p><p>In the middle of Joe's room was a table, spread with a cloth, and on&#13;
it saucers from flower-pots, placed at intervals down each side; before&#13;
each saucer a chair was placed, and in the centre of the table a high&#13;
basket, from which a Stilton cheese had been unpacked that morning,-this&#13;
was evidently to represent a tall _épergne_. On Joe's wash-stand were&#13;
several bottles, a jug, and by each flower-pot saucer two vessels of&#13;
some kind--by one, two jam-pots of different sizes; by another, a broken&#13;
specimen glass and a teacup--and so on; and from chair to chair moved&#13;
Joe, softly but quickly, on tiptoe, now with bottles which contained&#13;
water. We could see his lips move, and concluded he was saying something&#13;
to imaginary persons, for he would put a jampot on his tray, and pour&#13;
into it from the bottle, and then replace it. Sometimes he would go&#13;
quickly to his bed, which we saw represented the dinner-wagon, or&#13;
sideboard, and bring imaginary dishes from there and hand them. Then he&#13;
would go quickly from chair to chair, always correcting himself if he&#13;
went to the wrong side, and talking all the time softly to himself. So&#13;
here was the solution of the mystery; here melted into air the visions&#13;
of Joe in league with midnight burglars.</p><p>The poor boy, evidently alarmed at the prospect of the dinner-party, and&#13;
feeling that he must try to improve in waiting at table before that time&#13;
somehow, had stolen all those hours nightly from his rest, to practise&#13;
with whatever substitutes were at hand for the usual table requisites.</p><p>Here every night, when those who had worked far less during the day were&#13;
soundly sleeping, had that anxious, striving little heart shaken off&#13;
fatigue, and the big blue eyes refused to yield to sleep, in order to&#13;
fight with the nervousness that alone prevented his willing hands acting&#13;
with their natural cleverness. I felt a choking in my throat, when I saw&#13;
the thin, pale little face, that should have been on the pillow hours&#13;
before, lighted up with triumph as the supposed guests departed; the&#13;
dumb show of folding the dinner napkins belonging to myself and the&#13;
master, and putting them in their respective rings, told us the ordeal&#13;
was over. What a weird scene it was,--the dim light, the silent house,&#13;
the spread table, and the empty chairs! One could imagine ghostly&#13;
revellers, visible only to that one fragile attendant, who ministered&#13;
so willingly to their numerous wants. The sort of nervous thrill that&#13;
heralds hysterical attacks was rapidly overcoming me, and I whispered&#13;
to my husband, “Let us go now;” but he lingered yet a few seconds, and&#13;
silently drew my attention again to the window.</p><p>Joe was on his knees by his bedside, his face hidden in his hands. What&#13;
silent prayer was ascending to the Throne of Grace, who shall say? I&#13;
only know that it were well if many a kneeling worshipper in “purple&#13;
and fine linen” could feel as sure of being heard as Joe did when,&#13;
his victory won, he knelt, in his humble servant's garb, and said his&#13;
prayers that night in spite of the aching head and weary limbs that&#13;
needed so badly the few hours' rest that remained before six o'clock,&#13;
the time Joe always got up.</p><p>Silently we stole away, and in my mind from that moment my faith in Joe&#13;
never wavered. Not once, in spite of sad events that came to pass later&#13;
on, when even I, his staunchest friend, had to recall to memory that&#13;
kneeling little form in the silence of the night, alone with his God, in&#13;
order to stifle the cruel doubts of his truth that were forced upon us&#13;
all by circumstances I must soon relate.</p><p>The famous dinner passed off well. Joe was splendid; his midnight&#13;
practice had brought its reward, and he moved about so swiftly, and&#13;
anticipated everybody's wants so well, that some of my friends asked me&#13;
where I got such a treasure of a page; he must have had a good butler or&#13;
footman to teach him, they said; he is evidently used to waiting on many&#13;
guests. I was proud of Joe.</p><p>The next day he came to me with more than a sovereign in silver, and&#13;
told me the gentlemen had been so very kind to him, “and a'most every&#13;
one had given him somethin', tho' he never arst, or waited about, as&#13;
some fellers did, as if they wouldn't lose sight of a gent till he paid&#13;
'em. But,” said Joe, “they would giv' it me; and one gent, he follered&#13;
me right up the passage, he did, and sez, 'Ere, you small boy,' he sez,&#13;
and he give me a whole 'arf-crown. Whatever for, I don't know.”</p><p>But I knew that must have been Dr. Loring, a celebrated physician,&#13;
and my husband's dearest friend. We had told him about Joe's midnight&#13;
self-teaching, and he had been much interested in the story.</p><p>You little thought, Joe, the hand that patted your curly head so kindly&#13;
that night would one day hold your small wrist, and count its feeble&#13;
life-pulse beating slowly and yet more slowly, while we, who loved you,&#13;
should watch the clever, handsome face, trying in vain to read there the&#13;
blessed word “Hope.”</p><p>CHAPTER IV.</p><p>And now I must confess to those--for surely there will be a few--who&#13;
have felt a little interest, so far, in the fortunes of J. Cole, that&#13;
a period in my story has arrived when I would fain lay down my pen, and&#13;
not awaken the sleeping past, to recall the sad trouble that befell him.</p><p>I am almost an old woman now, and all this happened many years ago, when&#13;
my hair was golden instead of silver. I was younger in those days, and&#13;
now am peacefully and hopefully waiting God's good time for my summons.&#13;
Troubles have been my lot, many and hard to bear. Loss of husband,&#13;
children, dear, good friends, many by death, and some troubles harder&#13;
even than those, the loss of trust, and bitter awakening to the&#13;
ingratitude and worthlessness of those in whom I have trusted,--all&#13;
these I have endured. Yet time and trouble have not sufficiently&#13;
hardened my heart that I can write of what follows without pain.&#13;
Christmas was over, and my dear husband again away for some months. As&#13;
soon as I could really say, “Spring is here,” we were to leave London&#13;
for our country home; and Joe was constantly talking to Mrs. Wilson&#13;
about his various pets, left behind in the gardener's care. There was an&#13;
old jackdaw, an especial favorite of his, a miserable owl, too, who&#13;
had met with an accident, resulting in the loss of an eye; a more&#13;
evil-looking object than “Cyclops,” as my husband christened him, I&#13;
never saw. Sometimes on a dark night this one eye would gleam luridly&#13;
from out the shadowy recesses of the garden, and an unearthly cry of&#13;
“Hoo-oo-t,” fall on the ear, enough to give one the “creeps for a hour,”&#13;
 as Mary, the housemaid, said. But Joe loved Cyclops, or rather “Cloppy,”&#13;
 as he called him; and the bird hopped after Joe about the garden, as if&#13;
he quite returned the feeling.</p><p>All our own dogs, and two or three maimed ones, and a cat or two, more&#13;
or less hideous, and indebted to Joe's mercy in rescuing them from&#13;
traps, snares, etc.,--all these creatures were Joe's delight. Each&#13;
week the gardener's boy wrote a few words to Joe of their health and&#13;
wonderful doings, and each week Joe faithfully sent a shilling, to be&#13;
laid out in food for them. Then there was Joe's especial garden, also&#13;
a sort of hospital, or convalescent home rather, where many blighted,&#13;
unhealthy-looking plants and shrubs, discarded by the gardener, and cast&#13;
aside to be burnt on the weed-heap, had been rescued by Joe, patiently&#13;
nursed and petted as it were into life again by constant care and&#13;
watching, and, after being kept in pots a while, till they showed, by&#13;
sending forth some tiny shoot or bud, that the sap of life was once more&#13;
circulating freely, were then planted in the sheltered corner he called&#13;
“his own.”</p><p>What treasures awaited him in this small square of earth. What bunches&#13;
of violets he would gather for the Missis; and his longing to get back&#13;
to his various pets, and his garden, was the topic of conversation on&#13;
many a long evening between Joe and Mrs. Wilson.</p><p>Little Bogie, the fox-terrier, was the only dog we had with us in town,&#13;
and Bogie hated London. After the quiet country life, the incessant&#13;
roll of carriages, tramping of horses, and callings of coachmen, shrill&#13;
cab-whistles, and all the noises of a fashionable neighborhood at night&#13;
during a London season, were most objectionable to Bogie; he could not&#13;
rest, and often Joe got out of bed in the night, and took him in his&#13;
arms, to prevent his waking all of us, with his shrill barking at the&#13;
unwonted sounds.</p><p>As I have said before, I am very nervous, and the prospect of spending&#13;
several more weeks in the big London house, without my husband, was far&#13;
from pleasant; so I invited my widowed sister and her girls to stay with&#13;
me some time longer, and made up my mind to banish my fears, and&#13;
think of nothing but that the dark nights would be getting shorter and&#13;
shorter, and meanwhile our house was well protected, as far as good&#13;
strong bolts and chains could do so.</p><p>One night I felt more nervous than usual. I had expected a letter from&#13;
America for some days past, and none had arrived. On this evening I&#13;
knew the mail was due, and I waited anxiously for the last ring of the&#13;
postman at ten o'clock; but I was doomed to listen in vain. There was&#13;
the sharp, loud ring next door, but not at ours; and I went to my room&#13;
earlier than the others, really to give way to a few tears that I could&#13;
not control.</p><p>I sat by my bedroom fire, thinking, and, I am afraid, conjuring up all&#13;
sorts of terrible reasons for my dear husband's silence, until I&#13;
must have fallen asleep, for I awoke chilly and cramped from the&#13;
uncomfortable posture I had slept in. The fire was out, and the house&#13;
silent as the grave; not even a carriage passing to take up some late&#13;
guest. I looked at the clock, half-past three, and then from my window.&#13;
It was that “darkest hour before dawn,” and I hurried into bed, and&#13;
endeavored to sleep; but no, I was hopelessly wide awake. No amount of&#13;
counting, or mental exercise on the subject of “sheep going through a&#13;
hedge,” had any effect, and I found myself lying awake, listening. Yes,&#13;
I knew that I was _listening for something that I should hear before&#13;
long, but I did not know what._</p><p>“Hark! what was that?”--a sudden thud, as if something had fallen&#13;
somewhere in the house; then silence, except for the loud beating of my&#13;
heart, that threatened to suffocate me. “Nonsense,” I said to myself, “I&#13;
am foolishly nervous to-night. It is nothing here, or Bogie would bark;”&#13;
 so I tried again to sleep. Hush! Surely that was a footstep going up or&#13;
down the stairs! I could not endure the agony of being alone any longer,&#13;
but would go to my sister's room, just across the landing, and get her&#13;
to come and stay the rest of the night with me. I put on my slippers and&#13;
dressing-gown, and opening my door, came face to face with my sister,&#13;
who was coming to me.</p><p>“Let me come in,” she said, “and don't let us alarm the girls; but I&#13;
feel certain something is going on down-stairs. Bogie barked furiously&#13;
an hour ago, and then was suddenly silent.”</p><p>“That must have been when I was asleep,” I replied; “but no doubt Joe&#13;
heard him, and has taken him in.”</p><p>“That may be,” said my sister, “but I have kept on hearing queer noises&#13;
at the back of the house; they seemed in Joe's room at first. Come and&#13;
listen yourself on the stairs.”</p><p>It is strange, but true, that many persons, horribly nervous at the&#13;
thought of danger, find all their presence of mind in full force when&#13;
actually called upon to face it. So it is with me, and so it was on that&#13;
night. I stood on the landing, and listened, and in a few moments heard&#13;
muffled sounds down-stairs, like persons moving about stealthily.</p><p>“There is certainly somebody down there, Nelly,” I said to my sister,&#13;
“and they are down in the basement. If we could creep down quietly&#13;
and get into the drawing-room, we might open the window and call the&#13;
watchman or policeman; both are on duty until seven.”</p><p>“But think,” said my sister, “of the fright of the girls if they hear&#13;
us, and find they are left alone. The servants, too, will scream, and&#13;
rush about, as they always do. Let us go down and make sure there are&#13;
thieves, and then see what is best to be done. The door at the top of&#13;
the kitchen stairs is locked, so they must be down there; and perhaps if&#13;
we could get the watchman to come in quietly, we might catch them in&#13;
a trap, by letting him through the drawing-room, and into the&#13;
conservatory. He could get into the garden from there, and as they must&#13;
have got in that way from the mews, over the stable wall, and through&#13;
the garden, they would try to escape the same way, and the watchman&#13;
would be waiting for them, and cut off their retreat.”</p><p>I agreed, and we stole down-stairs into the drawing-room, where we&#13;
locked ourselves in, then very gently and carefully drew up one of&#13;
the side blinds of the bay window. The morning had begun to break, and&#13;
everything in the wide road was distinctly visible. In the distance I&#13;
could see the policeman on duty, but on the opposite side, and going&#13;
away from our house instead of towards it. He would turn the corner at&#13;
the top of the road, and go past the houses parallel with the backs of&#13;
our row, and then appear at the opposite end of the park, and come along&#13;
our side; there was no intermediate turning--nothing but an unbroken row&#13;
of about forty detached houses facing each other.</p><p>What could we do? I dared not wait until the policeman came back; quite&#13;
twenty minutes must pass before then, and day being so near at hand,&#13;
the light was increasing every moment, and the burglars would surely&#13;
not leave without visiting the drawing-room and dining-room, and would&#13;
perhaps murder us to save themselves from detection.</p><p>If I could only attract the policeman's attention, but how?</p><p>My sister was close to the door listening, and every instant we dreaded&#13;
hearing them coming up the kitchen stairs. I could not understand Bogie&#13;
not barking, and Joe not waking, for where I was I could distinctly hear&#13;
the men moving about in the pantry and kitchen.</p><p>“I wonder,” I said to my sister, “if I could put something across from&#13;
this balcony to the stonework by the front steps? It seems such a little&#13;
distance, and if I could step across, I could open the front gate in an&#13;
instant, and run after the policeman. I shall try.”</p><p>“You will fall and kill yourself,” my sister said; “the space is much&#13;
wider than you think.”</p><p>But I was determined to try; for if I let that policeman go out of&#13;
sight, what horrors might happen in the twenty minutes before he would&#13;
come back.</p><p>The idea of one of the girls waking and calling out, or Joe waking and&#13;
being shot or stabbed, gave me a feeling of desperation, as though I&#13;
alone could and must save them.</p><p>Luckily the house was splendidly built, every window-sash sliding&#13;
noiselessly and easily in its groove. I opened the one nearest to the&#13;
hall door steps, and saw that the stone ledge abutted to within about&#13;
two feet of the low balcony of the window; but I was too nervous to&#13;
trust myself to spring across even that distance. At that moment my&#13;
sister whispered:--</p><p>“I hear somebody coming up the kitchen stairs!”</p><p>Desperately I cast my eyes round the room for something to bridge&#13;
the open space, that would bear my weight, if only for a moment. The&#13;
fender-stool caught my eye; that might do, it was strong, and more than&#13;
long enough. In an instant we had it across, and I was out of the window&#13;
and down the front steps.</p><p>As I turned the handle of the heavy iron gate, I looked down at the&#13;
front kitchen window. A man stood in the kitchen, and he looked up and&#13;
saw me--such a horrible-looking ruffian, too. Fear lent wings to my&#13;
feet, and I flew up the road. The watchman was just entering the park&#13;
from the opposite end; he saw me, and sounded his whistle; the policeman&#13;
turned and ran towards me. I was too exhausted to speak, and he caught&#13;
me, just as, having gasped “Thieves at 50!” (the number of our house), I&#13;
fell forward in a dead swoon.</p><p>When I recovered, I was lying on my own bed, my sister, the scared&#13;
servants, and the policeman, all around me. From them I heard that&#13;
directly the man in the kitchen caught sight of me, he warned his&#13;
companion, who was busy forcing the lock of the door at the head of the&#13;
kitchen stairs, and my sister heard them both rushing across the garden,&#13;
where they had a ladder against the stable-wall. They must have pulled&#13;
this up after them, and tossed it into the next garden, where it&#13;
was found, to delay pursuit. The park-keeper had, after sounding his&#13;
whistle, rushed to our house, got in at the window, and ran to the door&#13;
at the top of the kitchen stairs, but it was quite impossible to open&#13;
it; the burglars had cleverly left something in the lock when disturbed,&#13;
and the key would not turn. He then went through the drawing-room into&#13;
the conservatory, where a glass door opened on the garden; but by the&#13;
time the heavy sliding glass panel was unfastened, and the inner door&#13;
unbolted, the men had disappeared. They took with them much less than&#13;
they hoped to have done, for there were parcels and packets of spoons,&#13;
forks, and a case of very handsome gold salt-cellars, a marriage gift,&#13;
always kept in a baize-lined chest in the pantry, the key of which I&#13;
retained, and which chest was supposed until now to be proof against&#13;
burglars; the lock had been burnt all round with some instrument, most&#13;
likely a poker heated in the gas, and then forced inwards from the burnt&#13;
woodwork.</p><p>“How was it,” I asked, “Joe did not wake during all this, or Bogie&#13;
bark?”</p><p>As I asked the question, I noticed that my sister turned away; and Mrs.&#13;
Wilson, after vainly endeavoring to look unconcerned, threw her apron&#13;
suddenly over her head, and burst out crying.</p><p>“What is the matter?” I said, sitting up; “what are you all hiding from&#13;
me? Send Joe to me; I will learn the truth from him.”</p><p>At this the policeman came forward, and then I heard that Joe was&#13;
missing, his room was in great disorder, and one of his shoes, evidently&#13;
dropped in his hurry, had been found in the garden, near some spoons&#13;
thrown down by the thieves; his clothes were gone, so he evidently had&#13;
dressed himself after pretending to go to bed as usual; his blankets and&#13;
sheets were taken away, used no doubt, the policeman said, to wrap up&#13;
the stolen things.</p><p>“Is it possible,” I asked, “that you suspect Joe is in league with these&#13;
burglars?”</p><p>“Well, mum,” said the man, “it looks queer, and very like it. He slept&#13;
down-stairs close to the very door where they got in; he never gives&#13;
no alarm, he must have been expecting something, or else why was he&#13;
dressed? And how did his shoe come in the garden? And what's more to the&#13;
point, if so be as he's innercent, where is he? These young rascals is&#13;
that artful, you'd be surprised to know the dodges they're up to.”</p><p>“But,” I interrupted, “it is impossible, it is cruel to suspect him.&#13;
He is gone, true enough, but I'm sure he will come back. Perhaps he ran&#13;
after the men to try and catch them, and dropped his shoe then.”</p><p>“That's not likely, mum,” said he, with a pitying smile at my ignorance&#13;
of circumstantial evidence; “he'd have called out to stop 'em, and it&#13;
'aint likely they'd have let him get up their ladder, afore chucking of&#13;
it into the next garden, if so be as he was a-chasing of 'em to get&#13;
'em took. No, mar'm; I'm very sorry, particular as you seem so kindly&#13;
disposed; but, in my humble opinion, he's a artful young dodger, and&#13;
this 'ere job has been planned ever so long, and he's connived at it,&#13;
and has hooked it along with his pals. I knows 'em, but we'll soon nab&#13;
him; and if so be as you'll be so kind as to let me take down in writin'&#13;
all you knows about 'J. Cole,' which is his name, I'm informed, where&#13;
you took him from, his character, and previous career, it will help&#13;
considerable in laying hands on him; and when he's found we'll soon find&#13;
his pals.”</p><p>Of course, I told all I knew about Joe. I felt positive he would come&#13;
back, perhaps in a few minutes, to explain everything. Besides, there&#13;
was Bogie, too. Why should he take Bogie? The policeman suggested that&#13;
“perhaps the dawg foller'd him, and he had taken it along with him, to&#13;
prevent being traced by its means.”</p><p>At length, all this questioning being over, the household settled down&#13;
into a sort of strange calm. It seemed to us days since we had said&#13;
“Good-night,” and sought our rooms on that night, and yet it was only&#13;
twenty-four hours ago; in that short time how much had taken place! On&#13;
going over all the plate, etc., we missed many more things; and Mrs.&#13;
Wilson, whose faith in Joe's honesty never wavered, began to think the&#13;
poor boy might have been frightened at having slept through the robbery;&#13;
and as he was so proud of having the plate used every day in his charge,&#13;
when he discovered it had been stolen, he might have feared we should&#13;
blame him so much for it, that he had run away home to his people in his&#13;
fright, meaning to ask his father, or his adored Dick, to return to me&#13;
and plead for him. I thought, too, this was possible, for I knew how&#13;
terribly he would reproach himself for letting anything in his care be&#13;
stolen. I therefore made up my mind to telegraph to his father at once;&#13;
but, not to alarm him, I said:--</p><p>“Is Joe with you? Have reason to think he has gone home. Answer back.”</p><p>The answer came some hours after, for in those small villages&#13;
communication was difficult. The reply ran thus:--</p><p>“We have not seen Joe; if he comes to-night will write at once. Hoping&#13;
there is nothing wrong.”</p><p>So that surmise was a mistake, for Joe had money, and would go by train&#13;
if he went home, and be there in two hours.</p><p>All the household sat up nearly all that night, or rested uncomfortably&#13;
on sofas and armchairs; we felt too unsettled to go to bed, though worn&#13;
out with suspense, and the previous excitement and fright. Officials and&#13;
detectives came and went during the evening, and looked about for traces&#13;
of the robbers, and before night a description of the stolen things, and&#13;
a most minute one of Joe, were posted outside the police-stations, and&#13;
all round London for miles. A reward of twenty pounds was offered for&#13;
Joe, and my heart ached to know there was a hue and cry after him like a&#13;
common thief.</p><p>What would the old parents think? and how would Dick feel?--Dick whose&#13;
good counsels and careful training had made Joe what I _knew_ he was, in&#13;
spite of every suspicion.</p><p>The next day I still felt sure he would come, and I went down into the&#13;
room where he used to sleep, and saw Mrs. Wilson had put all in order,&#13;
and fresh blankets sheets were on the little bed, all ready for him. So&#13;
many things put me in mind of the loving, gentle disposition. A little&#13;
flower-vase I valued very much had been broken by Bogie romping with one&#13;
of my nieces, and knocking it down. It was broken in more than twenty&#13;
pieces; and after I had patiently tried to mend it myself, and my&#13;
nieces, with still greater patience, had had their turn at it, we had&#13;
given it up as a bad job, and thought it had long ago gone onto the&#13;
dust-heap.</p><p>There were some shelves on the wall of Joe's room where his treasures&#13;
were kept; and on one of these shelves, covered with an old white&#13;
handkerchief, was a little tray containing the vase, a bottle of cement,&#13;
and a camel's-hair brush. The mending was finished, all but two or three&#13;
of the smallest pieces, and beautifully done; it must have taken time,&#13;
and an amount of patience that put my efforts and those of the girls to&#13;
shame; but Joe's was a labor of love, and did not weary him. He would&#13;
probably have put it in its usual place one morning, when mended, and&#13;
said nothing about it until I found it out, and then confessed, in his&#13;
own queer way, “Please, I knew you was sorry it was broke, and so I&#13;
mended it;” then he would have hurried away, flushed with pleasure at my&#13;
few words of thanks and praise.</p><p>On the mantelpiece were more of Joe's treasures, four or five cheap&#13;
photographs, the subjects quite characteristic of Joe. One of them was a&#13;
religious subject, “The Shepherd with a little lamb on his shoulders.”&#13;
 A silent prayer went up from my heart that somewhere that same Good&#13;
Shepherd was finding lost Joe, and bringing him safely back to us.</p><p>There were some pebbles he had picked up during a memorable trip to&#13;
Margate with Dick, a year before I saw him; which pebbles he firmly&#13;
believed were real “aggits,” and had promised to have them polished&#13;
soon, and made into brooch and earrings for Mrs. Wilson.</p><p>There was a very old-fashioned photograph of myself that I had torn&#13;
in half, and thrown into the waste-paper basket. I saw this had been&#13;
carefully joined together and enclosed in a cheap frame--the only one&#13;
that could boast of being so preserved. I suppose Joe could only afford&#13;
one frame, and his sense of the fitness of things made him choose the&#13;
Missis's picture to be first honored.</p><p>How sad I felt looking round the room! People may smile at my feeling so&#13;
sad and concerned about a servant, a common, lowborn page-boy. Ay, smile&#13;
on, if you will, but tell me, my friend, can you say, if you were in&#13;
Joe's position at that time, with circumstantial evidence so strong&#13;
against you, poor and lowly as he was, are there four or five, or even&#13;
two or three of your friends who would believe in you, stand up for you,&#13;
and trust in you, in spite of all, as we did for Joe?</p><p>I had gone up to my sitting-room, after telling Mary to light the fire&#13;
in poor Joe's room, and let it look warm and cosey; for I had some sort&#13;
of presentiment that I should see the poor boy again very soon--how, I&#13;
knew not, but I have all my life been subject to spiritual influences,&#13;
and have seldom been mistaken in them.</p><p>We were all thinking of going early to rest, for since the robbery none&#13;
of us had had any real sleep. Suddenly the front door-bell rang timidly,&#13;
as if the visitor were not quite sure of its being right to pull the&#13;
handle.</p><p>“Perhaps that's Joe,” said my sister.</p><p>But I knew Joe would not ring that bell.</p><p>We heard Mary open the door, and a man's voice ask if Mr. Aylmer lived&#13;
there.</p><p>“Yes,” said Mary, “but he is abroad; but you can see Mrs. Aylmer.” Then&#13;
came a low murmuring of voices, and Mary came in, saying:--</p><p>“Oh, ma'am, it's Dick, Joe's brother; and he says may he see you?”</p><p>“Send him in here at once,” I replied.</p><p>And in a moment Dick stood before me--Dick, Joe's beau-ideal of all that&#13;
was good, noble, and to be admired. I must say the mind-picture I had&#13;
formed of Dick was totally unlike the reality. I had expected to see a&#13;
sunburnt, big fellow, with broad shoulders and expressive features.</p><p>The real Dick was a thin, delicate-looking young man, with a pale face,&#13;
and black straight hair. He stood with his hat in his hand, looking down&#13;
as if afraid to speak.</p><p>“Oh, pray come in,” I cried, going forward to meet him. “I know who&#13;
you are. Oh, have you brought me any news of poor Joe? We are all his&#13;
friends here, his true friends, and you must let us be yours too in this&#13;
trouble. Have you seen him?”</p><p>At my words the bowed head was lifted up, and then I saw Dick's face as&#13;
it was. If ever truth, honor, and generosity looked out from the windows&#13;
of a soul, they looked out of those large blue eyes of Dick's--eyes so&#13;
exactly like Joe's in expression, that the black lashes instead of the&#13;
fair ones seemed wrong somehow.</p><p>“God bless you, lady, for them words,” said Dick; and before I could&#13;
prevent it, he had knelt at my feet, caught my hand and pressed it to&#13;
his lips, while wild sobs broke from him.</p><p>“Forgive me,” he said, rising to his feet, and leaning with one hand on&#13;
the back of a chair, his whole frame shaking with emotion. “Forgive me&#13;
for givin' way like this; but I've seen them papers about our Joe, and I&#13;
know what's being thought of him, and I've come here ashamed to see you,&#13;
thinkin' you believed as the rest do, that Joe robbed you after all your&#13;
goodness to him. Why, lady, I tell you, rather than I'd believe that of&#13;
my little lad, as I thrashed till my heart almost broke to hear him sob,&#13;
for the only lie as he ever told in all his life; if I could believe it,&#13;
I'd take father's old gun and end my life, for I'd be a beast, not fit&#13;
to live any longer. And I thought you doubted him too; but now I hear&#13;
you say you're his friend, and believes in him, and don't think he&#13;
robbed you, I know now there's good folks in the world, and there's&#13;
mercy and justice, and it ain't all wrong, as I'd come a'most to think&#13;
as it was, when I first know'd about this 'ere.”</p><p>“Sit down, Dick,” I said, “and recover yourself, and let us see what can&#13;
be done. I will tell you all that has happened, and then perhaps you can&#13;
throw some light on Joe's conduct--you who know him so well.”</p><p>Dick sat down, and shading his eyes with his hand that his tears might&#13;
not betray his weakness any more, he listened quietly while I went over&#13;
all the events of that dreadful night.</p><p>When I had finished, Dick sat for some moments quite silent, then with&#13;
a weary gesture, passing his hand across his forehead, he remarked&#13;
sadly:--</p><p>“I can't make nothing of it; it's a thing beyond my understanding. I'm&#13;
that dazed like, I can't see nothin' straight. However, what I've got to&#13;
do is to find Joe, and that I mean to do; if he's alive I'll find him,&#13;
and then let him speak for hisself. I don't believe he's done nothing&#13;
wrong, but if he has done ever so little or ever so much, he'll '_own up&#13;
to it whatever it is_,' that's what Joe'll do. I told him to lay by them&#13;
words and hold to 'em, and I'll lay my life he'll do as I told him.&#13;
I've got a bed down Marylebone way, at my aunt's what's married to a&#13;
policeman; I'm to stay there, and I'll have a talk with 'em about this&#13;
and get some advice. I know Joe's innercent, and why don't he come and&#13;
say so? But I'll find him.”</p><p>I inquired about the old people, and how they bore their trial.</p><p>“Father's a'most beside hisself,” said Dick; “and only that he's got to&#13;
keep mother in the dark about this, he'd have come with me; but mother,&#13;
she's a-bed with rheumatics, and doctor told father her heart was&#13;
weak-like, and she mustn't be told, or it would p'raps kill her. She&#13;
thinks a deal of Joe, does mother, being the youngest, and always such a&#13;
sort of lovin' little chap he were.” And here Dick's voice broke again,&#13;
and I made him go down to Mrs. Wilson, and have some refreshment before&#13;
leaving, and he promised to see me again the first thing in the morning,&#13;
when he had talked to his friend, the policeman.</p><p>Scarcely had Dick gone, when a loud, and this time firm ring, announced&#13;
another visitor, and in a cab, too, I could hear. Evidently there was no&#13;
going to rest early that night, as ten o'clock was then striking.</p><p>Soon, to my surprise, I heard a well-known voice, and Mary announced Dr.&#13;
Loring, my husband's old friend, of whom I have already spoken.</p><p>“Well, my dear,” he cried, in his pleasant, cheerful voice, that in&#13;
itself seemed to lift some of the heaviness from my heart, “are you not&#13;
astonished to see me at such an hour?”</p><p>“Astonished, certainly,” I replied; “but very, very glad. You are always&#13;
welcome; and more than ever now, when we are in trouble and sorrow. Do&#13;
sit down, and stay with me awhile.”</p><p>“Yes, I will, for an hour, gladly,” he said. “But there's something&#13;
outside that had better be brought in first. You know I've only just&#13;
arrived from Devonshire, and there are two barrels of Devonshire apples&#13;
on that cab, one for you, and one for the wife, that is why you see me&#13;
here; for I thought it would not be ten minutes out of my road to pass&#13;
by here, and leave them with you, and so save the trouble of sending&#13;
them by carrier to-morrow.”</p><p>I rang for Mary, and the doctor suggested the apples being put somewhere&#13;
where the smell of them could not penetrate up-stairs; for, as he truly&#13;
remarked, “Though a fine ripe pippin is delicious to eat at breakfast or&#13;
luncheon, the smell of them shut up in a house is horrible.”</p><p>“I dare say Mrs. Wilson will find a place in the basement,” I said; “for&#13;
we don't use half the room there is down there.”</p><p>Having ordered the barrel to be stowed away, I soon settled my visitor&#13;
comfortably in an armchair by the fire, with a cup of his favorite cocoa&#13;
by his side.</p><p>“And now, my dear,” said he, “tell me about this burglary that has taken&#13;
place, and which has made you look as if you wanted me to take care of&#13;
you a while, and bring back some color to your pale cheeks. And what&#13;
about this boy? Is it the same queer little fellow who chose midnight to&#13;
play his pranks in once before? I'm not often deceived in a face, and I&#13;
thought his was an honest one. I”--</p><p>“So it was,” I interrupted; “don't say a word until I've told you all,&#13;
and you will”--</p><p>I had scarcely begun speaking, when a succession of the most fearful&#13;
screams arose from down-stairs, each rising louder and louder, in the&#13;
extreme of terror. My sister, who had gone to her room, rushed down to&#13;
me; the girls, in their dressing-gowns, just as they were preparing&#13;
for bed, followed, calling out, “Auntie! O Auntie! what is it? Who is&#13;
screaming? What can be the matter?” Hardly were they in the room when&#13;
Mary rushed in, ghastly, her eyes staring, and in a voice hoarse with&#13;
terror, gasped out, “Come! come! he's found! he's murdered! I saw him.&#13;
He's lying in the cellar, with his throat cut. Oh, it's horrible!” Then&#13;
she began to scream again.</p><p>The doctor tried to hold me back, but I broke from him, and ran&#13;
down-stairs, where I could find no one; all was dark in the kitchens,&#13;
but there was a light in the area, and I was soon there, followed by Dr.&#13;
Loring.</p><p>By the open cellar-door stood Mrs. Wilson, and the cabman with her.&#13;
Directly she saw me, she called out, “Oh, dear mistress, don't you come&#13;
here; it's not a sight for you. Take her away, Dr. Loring, she musn't&#13;
see it.”</p><p>“What is it?” I cried; “Mary says it's”--I could not say the words, but&#13;
seizing the candle from Mrs. Wilson's hand, I went into the cellar.</p><p>The good doctor was close to me, with more light, by the aid of which&#13;
we beheld, in the far corner, facing us, what seemed to be a bundle of&#13;
blankets, from which protruded a head, a horrible red stream surrounding&#13;
it, and flowing, as it were, from the open mouth. One second brought me&#13;
close. It was Joe--Joe, with his poor limbs bound with cruel ropes, and&#13;
in his mouth for a gag they had forced one of those bright red socks&#13;
he would always wear. Thank God, it was only that red sock, and not the&#13;
horrible red stream I had feared. He was dead, of course; but not such a&#13;
fearful death as that.</p><p>The doctor soon pulled the horrid gag from his mouth, and the&#13;
good-natured cabman, who evidently felt for us, helped to cut the ropes,&#13;
and lift up the poor cold little form.</p><p>As they lifted him, something that was in the blankets fell heavily to&#13;
the ground. It was poor Bogie's dead body, stabbed in many places, each&#13;
wound enough to have let out the poor dumb creature's life.</p><p>By this time help had arrived, and once more the police took possession&#13;
of us, as it were.</p><p>Of course, _now_ everything was explained. The burglars had evidently&#13;
entered Joe's room, and Bogie, being in his arms, had barked, and&#13;
wakened him. A few blows had soon silenced poor Bogie, and a gag and&#13;
cords had done the same for Joe.</p><p>When the man saw me from the kitchen window he must have known that help&#13;
would soon come, and to prevent Joe giving information too soon they had&#13;
hastily seized him, bed-clothes and all, and put him into that cellar,&#13;
to starve if he were not discovered.</p><p>Perhaps they did not really mean to kill the poor child, and if we had&#13;
been in the habit of using that cellar we might have found him in a&#13;
few hours or less; but, unfortunately, it was a place we never used,&#13;
it reached far under the street, and was too large for our use. Our&#13;
coal-cellar was a much smaller one, inside the scullery; the door of&#13;
poor Joe's prison closed with a common latch.</p><p>Had there been any doubt in the detective's mind as to Joe's guilt, he&#13;
might have taken more trouble, and searched for him, even there; but&#13;
from the first everybody but ourselves had been sure Joe had escaped&#13;
with the burglars, so the cellar remained unsearched.</p><p>Mrs. Wilson, wishing to spare me the smell of the apples, thought that&#13;
cellar, being outside the house, a very suitable place for them, and on&#13;
opening the door had caught sight of something in the distant corner,&#13;
and sent Mary to see what it was. Then arose those fearful shrieks we&#13;
had heard, and Mary had rushed out of the cellar half mad with fright.</p><p>In less time than it has taken me to relate this, Joe was laid on the&#13;
rug before the drawing-room fire, and I summoned courage to look on the&#13;
changed face.</p><p>“Could that be Joe--so white, so drawn, so still?”</p><p>Dr. Loring was kneeling by the little form, chafing and straightening&#13;
the poor stiffened arms, so bent with their cruel pinioning behind the&#13;
shoulders.</p><p>“Doctor,” I said, “why do you do any more? Nothing can bring back the&#13;
poor fellow, murdered while doing his duty.” Then I, too, knelt down,&#13;
and took the poor cold hands in mine,</p><p>“Oh, my poor child!” I cried, “my little brave heart; who dared say you&#13;
were false? Let those who doubted you look at you now, with dry eyes, if&#13;
they can.”</p><p>“My dear,” said Dr. Loring suddenly, “have you always hot water in your&#13;
bathroom?”</p><p>“Yes, doctor,” I said; “yes. Why do you ask? Do you mean--is it&#13;
possible--there is life?” And I took Joe's little head in my arms, and&#13;
forgot he was only a servant, only a poor, common little page-boy.&#13;
I only know I pressed him to my breast, and called him by all the&#13;
endearing names I used to call my own children in after years, when God&#13;
gave me some, and kissed his white forehead in my joy at the blessed ray&#13;
of hope.</p><p>No want of willing arms to carry Joe up-stairs. Mrs. Wilson had the bath&#13;
filled before the doctor was in the room with his light burden.</p><p>“A few drops of brandy, to moisten the lips, first of all,” said the&#13;
good doctor, “then the bath and gentle friction; there is certainly life&#13;
in him.”</p><p>Now my good sister's clever nursing proved invaluable. All that night we&#13;
fought every inch of ground, as it were, with our grim enemy; the dear,&#13;
good doctor never relaxed in his efforts to bring back life to the&#13;
cramped limbs. The burglars had unknowingly helped to keep alight Joe's&#13;
feeble spark of life by wrapping the blankets round him; they had meant,&#13;
no doubt, to stifle any sound he might make; but by keeping him from&#13;
actual contact with the stone floor, and protecting him from the cold,&#13;
they had given him his little chance of life.</p><p>Oh, how I blessed that kind thought of Dr. Loring's to bring me a barrel&#13;
of apples! Had there been no occasion to open the cellar-door, Joe&#13;
would have died before another morning had dawned, died! starved! What&#13;
a horrible death! And to know that within a few steps were food, warmth,&#13;
and kind hearts--hearts even then saddened by his absence, and grieving&#13;
for him. What hours of agony he must have passed in the cold and&#13;
darkness, hearing the footsteps of passers-by above his living tomb, and&#13;
feeling the pangs of hunger and thirst. What weeks those three days&#13;
must have seemed to him in their fearful darkness, until insensibility&#13;
mercifully came to his aid, and hushed his senses to oblivion.</p><p>Morning was far advanced when, at last, Joe's eyelids began to flutter,&#13;
and his eyes opened a very little, to close again immediately; even the&#13;
subdued light we had let into the room being too much for him to bear&#13;
after so long a darkness; but in that brief glance he had recognized me,&#13;
and seeing his lips move, I bent my head close to them.</p><p>Only a faint murmuring came, but I distinguished the words:</p><p>“Missis, I couldn't 'elp it! Forgive me. Say 'Our Father.'”</p><p>I knelt down, and as well as I could for the tears that almost choked&#13;
me, repeated that most simple, yet all-satisfying petition to the Throne&#13;
of Grace.</p><p>Meanwhile the doctor held Joe's wrist, and my sister, at a sign from&#13;
him, put a few drops of nourishment between the pale lips.</p><p>“My dear,” at length said the doctor, “did you say the boy's brother was&#13;
in London?”</p><p>“Yes,” I replied, “but I have no address, as I expect him here this&#13;
morning.”</p><p>“That is well; he may be in time.”</p><p>“In time?” I repeated; “in time for what? Is he dying? Can nothing be&#13;
done?”</p><p>The good doctor looked again with moistened eyes on the little white&#13;
face, and said sadly--</p><p>“I fear not, but the sight of this brother he seems to have such a&#13;
strong love for may rouse him for a while. As it is, he is sinking fast.&#13;
I can do no more, he is beyond human skill; but love and God's help may&#13;
yet save him. Poor little fellow, he has done his duty nobly, and even&#13;
to die doing _that_ is an enviable fate; but we want such boys as this&#13;
to live, and show others the way.”</p><p>There was a slight sound at the room door, and on turning round I saw&#13;
Dick--Dick with wild, dumb entreaty in his eyes.</p><p>I pointed to the bed, and with a whispered “Hush!” beckoned him to&#13;
enter.</p><p>The shock of seeing his loved little lad so changed was too much for&#13;
even his man's courage, for, with a cry he in vain strove to smother, he&#13;
sunk on his knees with his face hidden in his hands.</p><p>But only for a moment he let his grief overcome him; then, rising, he&#13;
took Joe's little form in his arms, and in a voice to which love gave&#13;
the softest and gentlest tones said:--</p><p>“Joe, lad! Joe, little chap! here's Dick. Look at poor old Dick. Don't&#13;
you know him? Don't go away without sayin' good-by to Dick wot loves&#13;
you.”</p><p>Slowly a little fluttering smile parted the lips, and the blue eyes&#13;
unclosed once more. “Dick!” he gasped; “I wanted to tell you, Dick,&#13;
but--I--can't. I--ain't--forgot. 'Own--up--to--it--wotever'--I minded&#13;
it all. Kiss me--Dick. God--bless--missis. Dick--take&#13;
me--home--to--mother!”</p><p>And with a gentle sigh, in the arms of the brother he loved, Joe fell&#13;
into a deep sleep, a sleep from which we all feared he would no more&#13;
awake on earth, and we watched him, fearing almost to move.</p><p>Dick held him in his arms all that morning, and presently towards noon&#13;
the doctor took the little wrist, and found the pulse still feebly&#13;
beating; a smile lit up his good, kind face, and he whispered to me,&#13;
“There is hope.”</p><p>“Thank God!” I whispered back, and ran away into my own room to sob out&#13;
grateful prayers of thanksgiving to Heaven for having spared the life so&#13;
nearly lost to us.</p><p>When I went back, Joe had just begun to awaken, and was looking up into&#13;
his beloved Dick's face, murmuring: “Why, it's Dick. Are you a-crying&#13;
about _me_, Dick? Don't cry--I'm all right--I'm only so tired.”</p><p>And having drank some wine the doctor had ordered should be given him,&#13;
he nestled close to Dick's breast, and again fell into a sweet sleep,&#13;
a better, life-giving sleep this time, for the faint color came to his&#13;
pale little lips, and presently Dick laid him down on the pillows, and&#13;
rested his own weary arms. He would not move from Joe's side for fear,&#13;
he might wake and miss him, but for many hours our little fellow slept&#13;
peacefully, and so gradually came back to life.</p><p>We never quite knew the particulars of the robbery, for, when Joe was&#13;
well enough to talk, we avoided speaking of it. Dr. Loring said, “The&#13;
boy only partly remembers it, like a dream, and it is better he should&#13;
forget it altogether; he will do so when he gets stronger. Send him home&#13;
to his mother for a while; and if he returns to you, let it be to the&#13;
country house where there is nothing to remind him of all this.”</p><p>Joe did get strong, and came back to us, but no longer as a page-boy;&#13;
he was under-gardener, and his time was spent among his favorite flowers&#13;
and pet animals, until one day Dick wrote to say his father had bought&#13;
more land to be laid out in gardens, and if Joe could be spared he&#13;
and Dick could work together, and in time set up for themselves in the&#13;
business.</p><p>So Joe left us, but not to forget us, or be forgotten. On each&#13;
anniversary of my birthday I find a bunch of magnificent roses on my&#13;
breakfast table--“With J. and R. Cole's respectful duty,” and I know&#13;
the sender is a fine, strong young market-gardener; but sometimes I look&#13;
back a few years, and instead of the lovely roses, and the big, healthy&#13;
giver, I seem to see a faded dusty bunch of wild-flowers, held towards&#13;
me by the little hot hand of a tired child with large blue eyes, and I&#13;
hear a timid voice say, “Please'm, it's J. Cole; and I've come to stay&#13;
with yer!”</p><p>THE END.</p></section></body></FictionBook>
